OH bought me a car for my birthday (incidentally...in April). X reg Yaris :thud: Newest car I've ever had!
Debating whether to have a Muller Light Yoghurt for breakfast - I've done 300calories already on the bike. I may do. Should really be eating less thanks to banoffi pie & champagne truffles yesterday but it was sooooo good. Damn OH and his ability to eat huge portions every 2 minutes and still lose weight AND not be as active as me!!!
I dont know why he puts up with me. I was horrific and vile to him last night, burst into tears for no reason and told him to leave (!!) and still he does nice things. I really don't deserve him.
Kitten being very cute and cuddly too. Love him when he's like this - he likes to be near but isnt so keen on cuddles so when he does have them I like to hold him for hours. Normally he picks the most inconvenient time to be cuddly but today seems to be a good day.
Batteries ran out on my scales last night, so using OHs old ones for now - I can't see the dial on them! Must find out where to get lithium batteries from...
Food today: 3 cups of tea, 6 champagne truffles (had to finish them...), FB salad-lettuce,rocket,tomatoes,sping onion,ham,grated mozzerella(use less),eggmayonaise), 1 muller light yoghurt. Tea is pasta and bolognese sauce with garlic bread. Half a iced fairy cake, 1 Thorntons milk chocolate lollipop.
1267calories on bike
Saturday, 17 February 2007
Friday, 16 February 2007
Hateful Day
Fat.
salad - lettuce, rocket, tomatoes, spring onions, mozzerella, ham, egg mayonaise. Mince, garlicky potatoes, peas, carrots, gravy, mint sauce, 1 banoffi pie. 4 chocolates.
1000calories.
General consensus - dont waste Drs time.
Sigh.
salad - lettuce, rocket, tomatoes, spring onions, mozzerella, ham, egg mayonaise. Mince, garlicky potatoes, peas, carrots, gravy, mint sauce, 1 banoffi pie. 4 chocolates.
1000calories.
General consensus - dont waste Drs time.
Sigh.
Thursday, 15 February 2007
Bad Day
3lbs on this morning.
Still, 1000 calories done, 1 salad (ham, egg mayonaise & avacado) 1 packet French Fries, pork, gravy, brussells, carrots, jacket potato & mozzerella.
K here :grump: so OH and he are locked in the living room together and it is clear that I am Not Invited.
SC showed me her ring. Its.....not what *I* would pick. The bitch in me is mildly gratified it isnt real diamonds and cost £40. I KNOW its the thought and the sentiment etcetc, but....I want a Nice ring if me and OH ever get engaged! Have been looking at Tiffany website....Prices start at £6750. Maybe not....
Still pissed off.
Still, 1000 calories done, 1 salad (ham, egg mayonaise & avacado) 1 packet French Fries, pork, gravy, brussells, carrots, jacket potato & mozzerella.
K here :grump: so OH and he are locked in the living room together and it is clear that I am Not Invited.
SC showed me her ring. Its.....not what *I* would pick. The bitch in me is mildly gratified it isnt real diamonds and cost £40. I KNOW its the thought and the sentiment etcetc, but....I want a Nice ring if me and OH ever get engaged! Have been looking at Tiffany website....Prices start at £6750. Maybe not....
Still pissed off.
Wednesday, 14 February 2007
Good Day
Good day for weight loss, presents and feelings.
Bad day for weight loss generally.
OH got me a lovely card, a HUGE bag filled to the brim of Lush stuff and LOADS of chocolates (thorntons). Feelings = much more chilled towards people in general.
Bad day - well, I had to eat the chocolates, plus the croissants I'd bought me & OH, and just a fat day in general. I wasn't planning on getting on the bike, but I may do later.
Food: 2 croissants (1 with chocolate spread), 1 scotch egg, 1 flapjack, 1 salad with avacado and chicken, loads of chocolate, lots of boobs (boiled sweets lol) and then roast pork, mashed potatoes, green beans carrots, yorkshire puddings & mint sauce and then rasberry & apple pie with custard. Half bottle white wine
:stuffed:
Re job - they're not doing anything yet. About anything. Arse.
ETA: 9.25. Done 202 calories on the bike lol. Better than nowt!
Bad day for weight loss generally.
OH got me a lovely card, a HUGE bag filled to the brim of Lush stuff and LOADS of chocolates (thorntons). Feelings = much more chilled towards people in general.
Bad day - well, I had to eat the chocolates, plus the croissants I'd bought me & OH, and just a fat day in general. I wasn't planning on getting on the bike, but I may do later.
Food: 2 croissants (1 with chocolate spread), 1 scotch egg, 1 flapjack, 1 salad with avacado and chicken, loads of chocolate, lots of boobs (boiled sweets lol) and then roast pork, mashed potatoes, green beans carrots, yorkshire puddings & mint sauce and then rasberry & apple pie with custard. Half bottle white wine
:stuffed:
Re job - they're not doing anything yet. About anything. Arse.
ETA: 9.25. Done 202 calories on the bike lol. Better than nowt!
Tuesday, 13 February 2007
A nice surprise this morning
But will try and keep it quiet till tomorrow lol.
Lovely day off today - went into Harrogate On My Own - this is a big thing. The (only) car park I know of was shut (horror) so had to drive until I found one, then find my way back to the shops! Managed it though although I did go down a couple of dead ends and had to walk back along them, trying it make it look as if I'd MEANT to walk that way. Also managed to avoid getting lost on the way home :result:
Bought: 2 bras and 3 pairs of matching pants :lol: (as if I dont have enough knickers now), Bring it On DVD (not as good as I remembered!), couple of magazines, Lush Stuff, pre ordered Casino Royale for OH valentines day, then also for him some thorntons turkish delight, some fruit flavoured boobs, chocolate paint, and 'lust dust' :heehee: also found a clip frame for NeedyKittens picture at long last. Have bought some croissants for tomorrow morning too. Just need to make sure I get up first!!
Have done 1050 calories today on the bike, maybe do some more later although I am knackered!
Food: 1 Almond croissant, 1 bowl of Greek yoghurt with blueberries & raspberries, 1 cup of tea, 1 bowl of white pasta with cheese sauce, cheese and sausages
I have been very good and made myself some eggmayonnaise to put in my salads - 2 eggs and Very Light Mayonnaise - got to be better calorie wise than the stuff I bought last week? Cheaper anyway. Although I *did* use the last of the eggs.
Lovely day off today - went into Harrogate On My Own - this is a big thing. The (only) car park I know of was shut (horror) so had to drive until I found one, then find my way back to the shops! Managed it though although I did go down a couple of dead ends and had to walk back along them, trying it make it look as if I'd MEANT to walk that way. Also managed to avoid getting lost on the way home :result:
Bought: 2 bras and 3 pairs of matching pants :lol: (as if I dont have enough knickers now), Bring it On DVD (not as good as I remembered!), couple of magazines, Lush Stuff, pre ordered Casino Royale for OH valentines day, then also for him some thorntons turkish delight, some fruit flavoured boobs, chocolate paint, and 'lust dust' :heehee: also found a clip frame for NeedyKittens picture at long last. Have bought some croissants for tomorrow morning too. Just need to make sure I get up first!!
Have done 1050 calories today on the bike, maybe do some more later although I am knackered!
Food: 1 Almond croissant, 1 bowl of Greek yoghurt with blueberries & raspberries, 1 cup of tea, 1 bowl of white pasta with cheese sauce, cheese and sausages
I have been very good and made myself some eggmayonnaise to put in my salads - 2 eggs and Very Light Mayonnaise - got to be better calorie wise than the stuff I bought last week? Cheaper anyway. Although I *did* use the last of the eggs.
Monday, 12 February 2007
stupid silly rude horrid bitch
a customer in today. Would it have killed her to be polite, or, at the very least, civil for TEN minutes? Silly bitch.
Food: salad (lettuce/rocket/tomatoes/spring onion/ham/mozzerella/light salad cream), 1 packet french fries, 1 banana, 1 bowl pasta, cheese sauce & ham.
1000calories on bike.
Untold stress levels thanks to dozy bint above.
Have made a Drs appt re weight. It can't be right that what I eat + the exercise I do = if not weight gain, then an increase in dress size. Surely it shouldnt take 3 month to lose a stone?
No idea what they can say or do - am seriously wondering if I can qualify for stomach stapling on NHS :unsure: Lets hope so - appt is weds 21st.
Food: salad (lettuce/rocket/tomatoes/spring onion/ham/mozzerella/light salad cream), 1 packet french fries, 1 banana, 1 bowl pasta, cheese sauce & ham.
1000calories on bike.
Untold stress levels thanks to dozy bint above.
Have made a Drs appt re weight. It can't be right that what I eat + the exercise I do = if not weight gain, then an increase in dress size. Surely it shouldnt take 3 month to lose a stone?
No idea what they can say or do - am seriously wondering if I can qualify for stomach stapling on NHS :unsure: Lets hope so - appt is weds 21st.
Sunday, 11 February 2007
Raaaahhhhhh
Food: Salad (lettuce, tomatoes, spring onion, egg mayonaise, ham, mozzerella, rocket) french fries, stew from yesterday without dumplings but with yorkshire pudding, muller light yoghurt, half slice bread.
Done 200calories on the bike, can't really be bothered to do anymore, tbh.
Better day at work today. Sending SC to shed tomorrow so I dont have to look at her.
Done 200calories on the bike, can't really be bothered to do anymore, tbh.
Better day at work today. Sending SC to shed tomorrow so I dont have to look at her.
Saturday, 10 February 2007
Hungry hungry hippo
Not eaten much yet today. Bad day, SC & ST were joined at the hip and totally ignored me & the other girl working. Feel like shit over it all, I know I havent helped by being paranoid and quiet, but I just do :(
Food: 1 oatmeal & sultana cookie, 1 packet of french fries, couple of chips, some chocolate buttons, some chocolate animals and tea is mince stew with dumplings, 1 slice mandarin cheesecake & cream, half bottle rose & half bottle white wine.
Weight gain day.
Food: 1 oatmeal & sultana cookie, 1 packet of french fries, couple of chips, some chocolate buttons, some chocolate animals and tea is mince stew with dumplings, 1 slice mandarin cheesecake & cream, half bottle rose & half bottle white wine.
Weight gain day.
Friday, 9 February 2007
Think I'm gonna eat some worms :nod:
Meh, I am such a grumpy bitch.Spent the day in the shed at work cos I couldnt face LOOKING at anyone without getting in a mood.
SB is just totally ignoring me and I genuinely have no idea what to do next. SC is the culprit - she flirts constantly with him which means he just fucks about all day, as does she, then D starts, cos, well, why should he do all the work on his own?
So the worms - they obviously don't like me enough to respect what I ask them to do, said to SB the other day that SC clearly didnt like me and he said that 'wasnt the case - she was really worried about telling you she was moving in with ST' (ST is my allegedly best friend....who didnt tell me ANY of the whole moving in together stuff until I found out from some one else). Pointed out was only the case cos they knew they were leaving me out of stuff and he just kind of shrugged.
ST & SC in tomorrow - shall we take bets on whether they push me out of stuff ('I know! I'll do this, and ST can do that bit!') It does make it hard that ST used to have my job and seems to forget the past tense when she does come back to work. RAHHHH. She texted me not so long ago and asked if I wanted to go round. I told her I didnt feel well and I'd see her tomorrow. I know its my current obsession with food which is making me like this, its a bloody big coincidence if not that all my friends start to be complete twats all at the same time.
Food: 1 packet French Fries, 1 banana, 1 twix top, 1 muller light yoghurt and 1 ham, pineapple, salami & mozzerella pizza. 1000calories.
SB is just totally ignoring me and I genuinely have no idea what to do next. SC is the culprit - she flirts constantly with him which means he just fucks about all day, as does she, then D starts, cos, well, why should he do all the work on his own?
So the worms - they obviously don't like me enough to respect what I ask them to do, said to SB the other day that SC clearly didnt like me and he said that 'wasnt the case - she was really worried about telling you she was moving in with ST' (ST is my allegedly best friend....who didnt tell me ANY of the whole moving in together stuff until I found out from some one else). Pointed out was only the case cos they knew they were leaving me out of stuff and he just kind of shrugged.
ST & SC in tomorrow - shall we take bets on whether they push me out of stuff ('I know! I'll do this, and ST can do that bit!') It does make it hard that ST used to have my job and seems to forget the past tense when she does come back to work. RAHHHH. She texted me not so long ago and asked if I wanted to go round. I told her I didnt feel well and I'd see her tomorrow. I know its my current obsession with food which is making me like this, its a bloody big coincidence if not that all my friends start to be complete twats all at the same time.
Food: 1 packet French Fries, 1 banana, 1 twix top, 1 muller light yoghurt and 1 ham, pineapple, salami & mozzerella pizza. 1000calories.
Thursday, 8 February 2007
Didn't ride after all
Not really surprised, and not disappointed, really. The shocking news of the day is I got my money off N :thud: Well. Half of it, but she agreed she owes me what i think she owes me, so due another £100 soon - result.
NeedyKitten being horrifically needy - he can't quite cope with the idea of snow, an when he isnt running from room to room trying to hunt it all, he's either sat on my lap telling me all about it, or trying to get onto my lap, telling me how he's going to get there and then how when he's reached my lap, how he killed all the snow :rolleyes:
Only managed 500calories on the bike so far - although did walk N's dogs with her and spent a good 2-3 hours bored stiff watching her muck out & do waters etc. Oh yes, and chat to her friends. Went for lunch in a pub, wish I hadnt but still. Was nice.
Food: 1.5 slices garlic bread, tomatoes & onions, about 10 thick chips, and a chicken & bacon club sandwich, with mayonaise & salad cream too :eek: Wish I'd taken the bread off, but pffft. Done now. Tea will be bolognese sauce & pasta, with a Muller Light vanilla flavour yoghurt and a Twix top.
Had lost weight this morning, although suspect with not being at work + the lunch will have put back on tomorrow. Especially as now, after bath & all food, I weigh the same as I did 2 weeks ago :unsure: :bawling:
Other news - SC been warned re 'bad back'. M1 taken half day hol 'cos there's fuck all to do'. Quite glad I'm not going to be there on Tuesday.
Done 1100c now.
NeedyKitten being horrifically needy - he can't quite cope with the idea of snow, an when he isnt running from room to room trying to hunt it all, he's either sat on my lap telling me all about it, or trying to get onto my lap, telling me how he's going to get there and then how when he's reached my lap, how he killed all the snow :rolleyes:
Only managed 500calories on the bike so far - although did walk N's dogs with her and spent a good 2-3 hours bored stiff watching her muck out & do waters etc. Oh yes, and chat to her friends. Went for lunch in a pub, wish I hadnt but still. Was nice.
Food: 1.5 slices garlic bread, tomatoes & onions, about 10 thick chips, and a chicken & bacon club sandwich, with mayonaise & salad cream too :eek: Wish I'd taken the bread off, but pffft. Done now. Tea will be bolognese sauce & pasta, with a Muller Light vanilla flavour yoghurt and a Twix top.
Had lost weight this morning, although suspect with not being at work + the lunch will have put back on tomorrow. Especially as now, after bath & all food, I weigh the same as I did 2 weeks ago :unsure: :bawling:
Other news - SC been warned re 'bad back'. M1 taken half day hol 'cos there's fuck all to do'. Quite glad I'm not going to be there on Tuesday.
Done 1100c now.
Wednesday, 7 February 2007
Gah
1lb on. Partly pleased its only 1lb, partly upset because its a gain and partly meh about it, because looking at my weightloss 'tracker' it looks like I've lost bugger all for last 3 months :bawling:
Still, it's only 1lb. It will be gone by next week.
Food: 1 FB salad (tomatoes, lettuce, rocket, salad onion, mozerella, ham, cheese & chive stuff), 1.5 bowls (:blush:) of pasta -macoroni & brown pasta- with sausages in a cheese sauce. 1 Roses chocolate. 1000 calories on bike in 1h40m.
Going to see N tomorrow - shes said she will ask if I can ride her friends horse. Both dubious and excited. I haven't ridden since, oof, October? The last time I saw the Furry Boy Bag at her old-new home anyway. What if horse isnt up to weight? Apparently some kind of overgrown Dales type anyway. What if I hate it? What if I love it and miss it huge amounts? As long as ponio is up to weight, then I think I might quite enjoy it. If owner says yes of course. AND I'm meant to be getting my money. I think I'll wait and see re that!
SC getting talking to tomorrow, re Tuesday, 'bad back' and moving house. Own fault, no sympathy. M1, apparently going to be paid off and asked to go. SOOOOO, fingers crossed, good vibes, spinks, whatever, I may be getting a pay rise before too long. Will also put 1 person in particulars nose out of joint, but... pah.
Heavy snow forecast for tonight/tomorrow. Its getting cold now. OH thinks it might be too cold for it. Kitten (despite being of the long haired variety) is ignoring both me & OH to sit by the fire on his own.
re, the panicking last night - unfounded *phew*
Still, it's only 1lb. It will be gone by next week.
Food: 1 FB salad (tomatoes, lettuce, rocket, salad onion, mozerella, ham, cheese & chive stuff), 1.5 bowls (:blush:) of pasta -macoroni & brown pasta- with sausages in a cheese sauce. 1 Roses chocolate. 1000 calories on bike in 1h40m.
Going to see N tomorrow - shes said she will ask if I can ride her friends horse. Both dubious and excited. I haven't ridden since, oof, October? The last time I saw the Furry Boy Bag at her old-new home anyway. What if horse isnt up to weight? Apparently some kind of overgrown Dales type anyway. What if I hate it? What if I love it and miss it huge amounts? As long as ponio is up to weight, then I think I might quite enjoy it. If owner says yes of course. AND I'm meant to be getting my money. I think I'll wait and see re that!
SC getting talking to tomorrow, re Tuesday, 'bad back' and moving house. Own fault, no sympathy. M1, apparently going to be paid off and asked to go. SOOOOO, fingers crossed, good vibes, spinks, whatever, I may be getting a pay rise before too long. Will also put 1 person in particulars nose out of joint, but... pah.
Heavy snow forecast for tonight/tomorrow. Its getting cold now. OH thinks it might be too cold for it. Kitten (despite being of the long haired variety) is ignoring both me & OH to sit by the fire on his own.
re, the panicking last night - unfounded *phew*
Tuesday, 6 February 2007
rahhhhhhh
Its ok, I'm not ACTUALLY asking for advice or anything.
Still got another 350 calories to do on the bike, will do in a sec. Work, bit crap. SC phoned in sick - but isnt it highly convenient she is also moving tomorrow. Not gone unnoticed and will be questioned on it on Thursday and asked to produce a Drs note (reckons she went this morning).
I appear to be oversensitive and thin skinned. Apparently my 'narky' reply to a question has been overlooked and ppl carrying on as they did before. But. One more comment and I swear to Heat Magazine that I will swing for her. Honest, I will.
Other news - apparently I shall definately get my money on Thursday from N :thud: Wonder if she will give me what she actually owes me, or what she conveniently remembers she owes me.
Food: Salad (rocket, egg mayonnaise, ham, mozzerella, tomatoes, spring onions), French Fries, flapjack, some smarties & some maltesers (shared, didnt count them....), lasagne, lettuce leaves, salad cream & 8 dough balls. 1.5 glasses of wine.
Weigh day tomorrow. I'm not hopeful. Especially as..... :deepbreath: Me and OH weren't exactly careful with the old condoms when I was on antibiotics. I am feeling sick on a morning, and am a day late. To say I am panicking is an understatement. I am very broody atm which doesnt help, but Right Now would very definately be the Wrong Time - what with everything going on at work, I want to be established within the potential new role before I take anytime off, the extra money can go towards paying off my car(s) and saving for The Future. Plus it kind of puts paid to any weight loss plans, doesnt it, really? I think I've pickled it anyway these past 2 days if I am.
I want a baby, badly, just not now..... I think I need to buy a test tomorrow.
OH just told me I eat to much to lose weight. Don't *think* I need buy a test tomorrow *crossfingers*
Still got another 350 calories to do on the bike, will do in a sec. Work, bit crap. SC phoned in sick - but isnt it highly convenient she is also moving tomorrow. Not gone unnoticed and will be questioned on it on Thursday and asked to produce a Drs note (reckons she went this morning).
I appear to be oversensitive and thin skinned. Apparently my 'narky' reply to a question has been overlooked and ppl carrying on as they did before. But. One more comment and I swear to Heat Magazine that I will swing for her. Honest, I will.
Other news - apparently I shall definately get my money on Thursday from N :thud: Wonder if she will give me what she actually owes me, or what she conveniently remembers she owes me.
Food: Salad (rocket, egg mayonnaise, ham, mozzerella, tomatoes, spring onions), French Fries, flapjack, some smarties & some maltesers (shared, didnt count them....), lasagne, lettuce leaves, salad cream & 8 dough balls. 1.5 glasses of wine.
Weigh day tomorrow. I'm not hopeful. Especially as..... :deepbreath: Me and OH weren't exactly careful with the old condoms when I was on antibiotics. I am feeling sick on a morning, and am a day late. To say I am panicking is an understatement. I am very broody atm which doesnt help, but Right Now would very definately be the Wrong Time - what with everything going on at work, I want to be established within the potential new role before I take anytime off, the extra money can go towards paying off my car(s) and saving for The Future. Plus it kind of puts paid to any weight loss plans, doesnt it, really? I think I've pickled it anyway these past 2 days if I am.
I want a baby, badly, just not now..... I think I need to buy a test tomorrow.
OH just told me I eat to much to lose weight. Don't *think* I need buy a test tomorrow *crossfingers*
Monday, 5 February 2007
I'm still a jealous bitch
and I AM getting on the bike today. Honest.
I can't decide if a friend is being 'unfeeling' without thinking how things come across or if I am being a silly cow taking things too much to heart too quickly. Probably a combination of both. At least my kitten and my OH heart me - although there are times when I dont know why either of them do! :lol:
My next target is to lose three/quarters of a stone by the end of February. For this I'll get the Lily Allen album (even though that was meant to be this months prize :lol: )
9.45 - first 30m13s (300 calories) gone.... :lol:
4.51pm - 920 calories gone....
Food: BILLIONS of Roses, yoghurt, blue berries & dried berries, FB salad (lettuce, rocket, spring onions, egg mayonnaise, cheese & chives (ick, may throw it), ham, mozzerella and cherry tomatoes), french fries. Tea is lasagne, garlic bread & salad when OH gets home from BigMeeting.
ETA:
Done 1235calories in 2 total hours :knackered: BigMeeting went well, just need to check a few things on employment law and hopefully will be free of the albatross. Meeting again next week. Not hopeful for weight loss tomorrow, considering amount of chocolate I have troughed.
Re The Other Thing. Face, bothered? See this face? Is it bothered? izzit.... :rolleyes:
I can't decide if a friend is being 'unfeeling' without thinking how things come across or if I am being a silly cow taking things too much to heart too quickly. Probably a combination of both. At least my kitten and my OH heart me - although there are times when I dont know why either of them do! :lol:
My next target is to lose three/quarters of a stone by the end of February. For this I'll get the Lily Allen album (even though that was meant to be this months prize :lol: )
9.45 - first 30m13s (300 calories) gone.... :lol:
4.51pm - 920 calories gone....
Food: BILLIONS of Roses, yoghurt, blue berries & dried berries, FB salad (lettuce, rocket, spring onions, egg mayonnaise, cheese & chives (ick, may throw it), ham, mozzerella and cherry tomatoes), french fries. Tea is lasagne, garlic bread & salad when OH gets home from BigMeeting.
ETA:
Done 1235calories in 2 total hours :knackered: BigMeeting went well, just need to check a few things on employment law and hopefully will be free of the albatross. Meeting again next week. Not hopeful for weight loss tomorrow, considering amount of chocolate I have troughed.
Re The Other Thing. Face, bothered? See this face? Is it bothered? izzit.... :rolleyes:
Sunday, 4 February 2007
Wagon hitched up again, ready for tomorrow
1 M&Ms brownie, 1 ham & pie d'angloys baguette, 1 vanilla muller light, 1 scotch egg, many Roses chocolates, 3 lemon tarts, pork, mashed potatoes, yorkshire puddings, beans, carrots, apple sauce, gravy.
I. Am. Stuffed. Seriously, I can't move. Not biked today either.
Definately weight back on - was XX.6 this morning. Not as much as a gain as I expected, but a gain nevertheless.
D-Day tomorrow. Wibble.
I. Am. Stuffed. Seriously, I can't move. Not biked today either.
Definately weight back on - was XX.6 this morning. Not as much as a gain as I expected, but a gain nevertheless.
D-Day tomorrow. Wibble.
Saturday, 3 February 2007
Aaaaahhhhhhh my legs :bawling:
We're back - we went, we saw, we ate, we ache.
Food - Thursday - Saturday
1 packet minstrals, 2 Dairylea DUnkers, 2 Babybel Emmental, 5 Pimms Lemon Mousse biscuits, 1.5 chocolate chip brioche, 1 bowl soup, 2 x shortbread biscuits, 3 x ham sandwiches, 1 x custard cream, 1 x mince pie, 1 x portion chip shop chips, half x ham & pineapple pizza, half x cheese & garlic pizza, 1 x almond criossant. 1 sausage, 2 x bacon, 1 fried egg, mushrooms, scrambled eggs, baked beans, 2 x hot chocolate & cream, 1 x chicken, mozzerella & cranberry panini, 1 x sausage, mashed potato, onion gravy, 2 x banana milkshake, 1 almond croissant, 3 x shortbread biscuits, 1 x roll & butter. Scrambled eggs, baked beans, mushrooms, roll & butter, almond croissant, hot chocolate, cream & marshmallows, cheese & bacon burger & chips with salad cream, lots of Irn Bru, many shortbread biscuits.
My calves are agony - can barely move. But we walked MILES. Went round the zoo at least 3 times (HUGE hill!!), OH bought me some ducks which change colour as the bathwater gets hotter & a hippo (I chose it). Had lovely time - I am DESPERATE to touch a tiger though. Made NeedyKitten look a bit pathetic. Drove back to hotel and walked to the Royal Mile - gazed up at the Castle (didnt go in), went to Museum of Childhood, trundled about for ages, went in all the tacky, overpriced tourist shops, then went down to MonsterMash, for, well, MonsterMash. Very nice and very filling.
Spent lots, but not on souveniers - just things I could buy from town really, but had a lovely, lovely time, apart from South Wales Fire Service who pissed in the street, made comments about girls bodies, hammered on our door at 3am (thought it was their friends room) and were generally rude and obnoxious. Took minds off Monday D-Day, and I realised again how much I do love OH, even if I am a total bitch to him at times.
Saw friend of mine today and shopped with her. Sorry :blush: :lol:
Kitten winner of Feline Oscar for 'Kitten Most Pleased to see Owners Home Again' and had smashed some eggs for us. Despite this, he has been most affectionate he was ever been lol and hasnt shut up since we walked though the door! I did miss him, specially waking up in the night and not having him on the bed :blush:
Food - Thursday - Saturday
1 packet minstrals, 2 Dairylea DUnkers, 2 Babybel Emmental, 5 Pimms Lemon Mousse biscuits, 1.5 chocolate chip brioche, 1 bowl soup, 2 x shortbread biscuits, 3 x ham sandwiches, 1 x custard cream, 1 x mince pie, 1 x portion chip shop chips, half x ham & pineapple pizza, half x cheese & garlic pizza, 1 x almond criossant. 1 sausage, 2 x bacon, 1 fried egg, mushrooms, scrambled eggs, baked beans, 2 x hot chocolate & cream, 1 x chicken, mozzerella & cranberry panini, 1 x sausage, mashed potato, onion gravy, 2 x banana milkshake, 1 almond croissant, 3 x shortbread biscuits, 1 x roll & butter. Scrambled eggs, baked beans, mushrooms, roll & butter, almond croissant, hot chocolate, cream & marshmallows, cheese & bacon burger & chips with salad cream, lots of Irn Bru, many shortbread biscuits.
My calves are agony - can barely move. But we walked MILES. Went round the zoo at least 3 times (HUGE hill!!), OH bought me some ducks which change colour as the bathwater gets hotter & a hippo (I chose it). Had lovely time - I am DESPERATE to touch a tiger though. Made NeedyKitten look a bit pathetic. Drove back to hotel and walked to the Royal Mile - gazed up at the Castle (didnt go in), went to Museum of Childhood, trundled about for ages, went in all the tacky, overpriced tourist shops, then went down to MonsterMash, for, well, MonsterMash. Very nice and very filling.
Spent lots, but not on souveniers - just things I could buy from town really, but had a lovely, lovely time, apart from South Wales Fire Service who pissed in the street, made comments about girls bodies, hammered on our door at 3am (thought it was their friends room) and were generally rude and obnoxious. Took minds off Monday D-Day, and I realised again how much I do love OH, even if I am a total bitch to him at times.
Saw friend of mine today and shopped with her. Sorry :blush: :lol:
Kitten winner of Feline Oscar for 'Kitten Most Pleased to see Owners Home Again' and had smashed some eggs for us. Despite this, he has been most affectionate he was ever been lol and hasnt shut up since we walked though the door! I did miss him, specially waking up in the night and not having him on the bed :blush:
Thursday, 1 February 2007
Meet the Fockers (kind of...)
Off to Edinburgh in a few minutes and stopping off to see my nan on the way up. Havent seen her since my wedding and I'm not sure she knows about OH. She knows me & ex have split up, but..... :dunno: Anyway, we're going to see my Aunt & Uncle too - was meant to be a surprise. Thank God dad rang :lol:
Having lunch with them, then driving up to Edinburgh. I'm really looking forward to it, but will miss the kitten. And my bike & my scales :blush: I have resigned myself to putting weight on this week, but OH says theres a car park about a mile from the hotel - maybe the walk would do me good everyday....
Havent done any cycling and won't do either, being as we're now seconds from leaving.
See you Sunday :wavey:
Having lunch with them, then driving up to Edinburgh. I'm really looking forward to it, but will miss the kitten. And my bike & my scales :blush: I have resigned myself to putting weight on this week, but OH says theres a car park about a mile from the hotel - maybe the walk would do me good everyday....
Havent done any cycling and won't do either, being as we're now seconds from leaving.
See you Sunday :wavey:
Wednesday, 31 January 2007
Hmmmmmm. Nothing short of a miracle.
I've lost a pound :thud: Did not see that coming, thought I'd either stay the same or put on. Still, not complaining :lol:
http://www.fhma.com/calories.htm this seems a good website - apparently I've burnt more than I thought on the bike this eve - good-o :lol: Only done 300 calories so far - but did it in 30mins. Will do another 700. Have to - have had chocolate AND a bottle of wine all to myself :lol:
which nicely leads me onto food today: 1 FB salad (rocket, ham, tomatoes, egg mayonaise, 1 spring onion, 1 slice mozzerella), 1 packet French Fries, 1 apple bake bar (Go Ahead), spaghetti bolognese (with brown spaghetti & white linguine), 6 Roses chocolates and 1 bottle Rose Grenache all to myself.
We also got Freeview today AND NeedyKittens breeder came into the shop - my god can she witter on forever :lol: was nice to see her though. Shocked at how big he looked in the pictures, which is no bad thing as he was a scrawny little bugger when we got him.
Best get back on the bike, otherwise I wont manage my calories....
ETA @ 20.20 - only 350 calories to go, 3 loads of washing, 1 load of hoovering, 1 bed remake,1 bag packed and 2 sets of directions left to go.... :sigh:
ETA again @ 21.25 - did my 1000calories in 95 minutes. Phew. Need bath :lol: Knackered. Might change bed tomorrow...
http://www.fhma.com/calories.htm this seems a good website - apparently I've burnt more than I thought on the bike this eve - good-o :lol: Only done 300 calories so far - but did it in 30mins. Will do another 700. Have to - have had chocolate AND a bottle of wine all to myself :lol:
which nicely leads me onto food today: 1 FB salad (rocket, ham, tomatoes, egg mayonaise, 1 spring onion, 1 slice mozzerella), 1 packet French Fries, 1 apple bake bar (Go Ahead), spaghetti bolognese (with brown spaghetti & white linguine), 6 Roses chocolates and 1 bottle Rose Grenache all to myself.
We also got Freeview today AND NeedyKittens breeder came into the shop - my god can she witter on forever :lol: was nice to see her though. Shocked at how big he looked in the pictures, which is no bad thing as he was a scrawny little bugger when we got him.
Best get back on the bike, otherwise I wont manage my calories....
ETA @ 20.20 - only 350 calories to go, 3 loads of washing, 1 load of hoovering, 1 bed remake,1 bag packed and 2 sets of directions left to go.... :sigh:
ETA again @ 21.25 - did my 1000calories in 95 minutes. Phew. Need bath :lol: Knackered. Might change bed tomorrow...
Tuesday, 30 January 2007
its so unFAIR /offkevin
Definately not a weightloss week unless a miracle happens overnight :(
Done my 1000 calories on the bike, foodwise today: 2 squares tear & share, FB Salad (only with ham instead of chicken & egg mayonnaise instead of egg & salad cream. Usual suspect otherwise - spring onion, tomatoes, rocket, lettuce, mozzerella...), cranberry & almond bar, packet french fries. Tea....omg, tea. :stuffed: some beef, some chicken, SIX yorkshires!!!!!!!, peas, carrots, mashed potato, gravy & mint sauce.
I am so pissed off :bawling: I cycle for at least 1h40m, I have SIGNIFICANTLY cut my diet down and for what? I am tempted to throw towel in and give up but I cant. I want to get married and have a nice dress and not be embarrassed to fly cos I dont fit properly into the seats and go shopping with friends and beable to buy stuff from the same shops as them, instead of having to go to the FatShop, I want to go dancing without being the elephant in the middle of the dance floor, but most of all I just want to be LIGHT. To not have to worry about falling through the floor at work and to ride whatever horse I like and to not take fat comments personally. I want to be proud of pictures of me, and not have to cut them up or avoid them completely, I want to walk into a room and not be the fattest person.
I also want to be a billionairess and the most popular person in the world, but that aint happening either.
:sigh: :tantrum:
Done my 1000 calories on the bike, foodwise today: 2 squares tear & share, FB Salad (only with ham instead of chicken & egg mayonnaise instead of egg & salad cream. Usual suspect otherwise - spring onion, tomatoes, rocket, lettuce, mozzerella...), cranberry & almond bar, packet french fries. Tea....omg, tea. :stuffed: some beef, some chicken, SIX yorkshires!!!!!!!, peas, carrots, mashed potato, gravy & mint sauce.
I am so pissed off :bawling: I cycle for at least 1h40m, I have SIGNIFICANTLY cut my diet down and for what? I am tempted to throw towel in and give up but I cant. I want to get married and have a nice dress and not be embarrassed to fly cos I dont fit properly into the seats and go shopping with friends and beable to buy stuff from the same shops as them, instead of having to go to the FatShop, I want to go dancing without being the elephant in the middle of the dance floor, but most of all I just want to be LIGHT. To not have to worry about falling through the floor at work and to ride whatever horse I like and to not take fat comments personally. I want to be proud of pictures of me, and not have to cut them up or avoid them completely, I want to walk into a room and not be the fattest person.
I also want to be a billionairess and the most popular person in the world, but that aint happening either.
:sigh: :tantrum:
Monday, 29 January 2007
Oh. My. Goodness.
Just finished my 1000calories. I think I may be about to have a heart attack. took 102m35s to do it - I *think* thats about 10mins quicker than normal. Made sure to keep between 24-28km the whole time even when reading :lol: hence the close proximity to a heart attack. Also upped the difficulty as well. Bit annoyed the calories dont clock on quicker, but oh well :( Beggars & all that.....
Still got this damned cold :rolleyes:
foodwise: 1 FB salad - chicken again instead of ham & no egg, but did put a bit extra cheese in. And lots of salad cream. 1 packet French Fries, 1 mars egg (Waitrose at Easter. I can't go shopping till May....I just cant resist it), roast chicken & skin PLUS it was a Waitrose roast chicken, so who knows what was on it, Yorkshire pudding, mashed potatoes, carrots, green beans, gravy, mint sauce, 4 cups of tea, 2 squares tear & share.
Me & warehouse manager were officially told about the meeting next monday. I cant see what I want to happen, happening (ie, gets sacked or leave), either way its going to be uncomfortable for a few weeks. Have told SC (stupid I know) to make damned sure the shop is immaculate next week. Obviously wanted to know why. I told her it was the way it should be kept.
OH and I go away on Thursday to Edinburgh till Saturday morning. I can't wait, although am already panicking about eating out & not biking. Its happened, I am a slave to exercise. Never saw that one coming :lol:
Still got this damned cold :rolleyes:
foodwise: 1 FB salad - chicken again instead of ham & no egg, but did put a bit extra cheese in. And lots of salad cream. 1 packet French Fries, 1 mars egg (Waitrose at Easter. I can't go shopping till May....I just cant resist it), roast chicken & skin PLUS it was a Waitrose roast chicken, so who knows what was on it, Yorkshire pudding, mashed potatoes, carrots, green beans, gravy, mint sauce, 4 cups of tea, 2 squares tear & share.
Me & warehouse manager were officially told about the meeting next monday. I cant see what I want to happen, happening (ie, gets sacked or leave), either way its going to be uncomfortable for a few weeks. Have told SC (stupid I know) to make damned sure the shop is immaculate next week. Obviously wanted to know why. I told her it was the way it should be kept.
OH and I go away on Thursday to Edinburgh till Saturday morning. I can't wait, although am already panicking about eating out & not biking. Its happened, I am a slave to exercise. Never saw that one coming :lol:
Sunday, 28 January 2007
sunday, bloody sunday
1 FB salad, but with chargrilled chicken instead of ham and no egg (or white :rolleyes: ), a bowl of Greek yoghurt with blue/rasp/blackberries mixed in, 5 Lindt chocolates, beef, brussells, carrots, yorkshire pudding, gravy, mint sauce, 14 roses chocolates. :sick:
Done 1000 calories on the bike.
SC & SB registering high on my annoyance radar again :notolerance:
Still no loss this week - in fact am 1lb up, although I have eaten more chocolate this week, but boobs still appear to be getting smaller :lol: dropped another back size.
Going to Edinburgh on Thursday, just for a couple of days away - the calm before the storm I think, work wise for sure. So no biking + eating out all the time = weight gain next week.
Done 1000 calories on the bike.
SC & SB registering high on my annoyance radar again :notolerance:
Still no loss this week - in fact am 1lb up, although I have eaten more chocolate this week, but boobs still appear to be getting smaller :lol: dropped another back size.
Going to Edinburgh on Thursday, just for a couple of days away - the calm before the storm I think, work wise for sure. So no biking + eating out all the time = weight gain next week.
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