No fucking wonder I'm not losing weight. I can't stop eating and I SWEAR my tits are getting bigger :bawling:
Was meant to be going out for a meal tonight, but M had knocked the alarm, buggered it up and OH had to wait for the alarm people to come out to him. They arrived at 7.45. Our table was booked for 7.30. We could still go out, just, but neither of us are really in the mood now.
Pissed off with everything and still having a confidence crisis. Where the hell do I start with setting up a business?
Food: 2 squares tear and share, 1 strawberry bun, half a mini muffin, half a slice of cake, some mouthfuls of lasagne, porridge, muller light, quavers, 2 ham and pie d'angloys baguettes, 1 HUGE Waitrose chunk of shortbread and chocolate chips, pasta, cheese sauce, sausages, peas
Exercise: Nothing
Saturday 16 June 2007
Friday 15 June 2007
:bawling: :bawling: and also....oh, shit
Remember months ago I said I wanted a baby? Then I thought I was pregnant and I realised I didnt want one after all...? Well, M1 has finally been sacked, so not only do I now have the online business as my 'baby', I now have the new job title of 'Duty Manager'.... Which, obviously I am super-excited about but am also having a huge crisis of confidence. The online store is a HUGE thing....If it takes off I will look amazing, have loads of bonuses, be Best Girl etc, but if it all goes tits up, there will be questions as to WHY and HOW I fucked up. Thats without all the muttering that I only got the 2 of them with OH/M3's help....
Tried to go to the gym today, but was thwarted by traffic, flooding and roadworks. Took half an hour to get from home to Waitrose - I could have walked there quicker - OH wanted me home by 9pm and as it was getting on for 8pm and I like to be at the gym for hour & a half I decided I may as well just come home. Still don't know why traffic was so horrific.
I am having a down day anyway... I checked my tape measurements today. If I haven't stayed the same on stuff I have gained inches. How? :( :bawling: This is since March. Maybe I need to go back to the Drs and talk properly with them?
Food: Quavers, slice of Power Rangers cake, 1 mini muffin, 1 ham & pie d'angloys baguette, Lasagne, salad, garlic bread, salad cream, 3 Kiplings Mini apple pies, vanilla custard, half a bottle Tattinger
Exercise: nothing.
Tried to go to the gym today, but was thwarted by traffic, flooding and roadworks. Took half an hour to get from home to Waitrose - I could have walked there quicker - OH wanted me home by 9pm and as it was getting on for 8pm and I like to be at the gym for hour & a half I decided I may as well just come home. Still don't know why traffic was so horrific.
I am having a down day anyway... I checked my tape measurements today. If I haven't stayed the same on stuff I have gained inches. How? :( :bawling: This is since March. Maybe I need to go back to the Drs and talk properly with them?
Food: Quavers, slice of Power Rangers cake, 1 mini muffin, 1 ham & pie d'angloys baguette, Lasagne, salad, garlic bread, salad cream, 3 Kiplings Mini apple pies, vanilla custard, half a bottle Tattinger
Exercise: nothing.
Thursday 14 June 2007
Thursdays post....
Owner has officially asked me to do the online business today :biggrin: 'Interview: went... Owner: I assume M3 has mentioned the online thing.... me: yep Owner: You up for it? Me: yep Owner: Cool. :lol: Have started collecting catalogues already :lol: Also looking at laptops....well I'll NEED one now, won't I? ;)
Not a bad day, unmotivated at work, although I have bought a gym ball to do sit ups on. Now just need to try and blow the damned thing up. M2 said he would bring his football pump tomorrow.
It's ex's birthday tomorrow.
Knackered now, went to the gym straight from work which was BUSY. Remembered why I leave it an hour or so, then go. S's boyfriend/not boyfriend was a dick so we came out earlier than *I* really wanted...only 5minutes or so, but....that could have been my weightloss 5minutes!
Food: 1 slice toast & margerine, 1 muller light, 1 bowl oatiflakes, some grapes, 1 banana, ham/mozzerella/salad cream salad, quavers, 2 bowls crunchy nut cornflakes, 250ml B&J Caramel Chew Chew icecream :blush:
Exercise: My gym. 29minutes treadmill, 18mins cross trainer, 10mins rower then the weights.
Not a bad day, unmotivated at work, although I have bought a gym ball to do sit ups on. Now just need to try and blow the damned thing up. M2 said he would bring his football pump tomorrow.
It's ex's birthday tomorrow.
Knackered now, went to the gym straight from work which was BUSY. Remembered why I leave it an hour or so, then go. S's boyfriend/not boyfriend was a dick so we came out earlier than *I* really wanted...only 5minutes or so, but....that could have been my weightloss 5minutes!
Food: 1 slice toast & margerine, 1 muller light, 1 bowl oatiflakes, some grapes, 1 banana, ham/mozzerella/salad cream salad, quavers, 2 bowls crunchy nut cornflakes, 250ml B&J Caramel Chew Chew icecream :blush:
Exercise: My gym. 29minutes treadmill, 18mins cross trainer, 10mins rower then the weights.
Slightly late....Wednesday
Only 1lb gone, so already way off my target of losing 3lbs a week :heehee: Oh well. Maybe I'll be thin by NEXT December. :rolleyes:
Was babysitting last night, hence being a day late blogging. I love babysitting those kids. They sit and play on the X-Box till we say bedtime, then they run upstairs, clean their teeth and go straight to bed. I was never that good.
Me and OHs sister are going shopping next Sunday - eek!! Never spent a huge amount of time together and never 'alone'! (Although I dunno if the kids will be coming with us...)
Bit of an update on Work Situation....Well. I don't know what to do now. Have been offered the online shop as MY baby, to set up, keep running, just run entirely.... It is an Opportunity and I suspect is linked to me telling Owner that what I was doing now was my first 'management' role. Payrise (almost, but not quite the Original Payrise apparently), bonuses over and above what everyone else gets if it does well, am to ignore M1 totally when he chunters about it (he's coming back on Monday) and go to M3 or Owner. I think I am officially being offered it on Friday. Oh, and I am being booked to do my AMTRA conversion exam on 10th September.
Food: half bag Planets, half bag buttons, some pepperami, ham/mozzerella/salad cream salad, quavers, yoghurt, 1 slice garlic bread, pasta and bolognese sauce, half a garlic ciabatta, 1 and a half rocky bars.
Exercise: Half hour cardio at the gym with S (10mins rower, 5mins sitdown bike, 5mins treadmill, 10mins cross trainer).
Was babysitting last night, hence being a day late blogging. I love babysitting those kids. They sit and play on the X-Box till we say bedtime, then they run upstairs, clean their teeth and go straight to bed. I was never that good.
Me and OHs sister are going shopping next Sunday - eek!! Never spent a huge amount of time together and never 'alone'! (Although I dunno if the kids will be coming with us...)
Bit of an update on Work Situation....Well. I don't know what to do now. Have been offered the online shop as MY baby, to set up, keep running, just run entirely.... It is an Opportunity and I suspect is linked to me telling Owner that what I was doing now was my first 'management' role. Payrise (almost, but not quite the Original Payrise apparently), bonuses over and above what everyone else gets if it does well, am to ignore M1 totally when he chunters about it (he's coming back on Monday) and go to M3 or Owner. I think I am officially being offered it on Friday. Oh, and I am being booked to do my AMTRA conversion exam on 10th September.
Food: half bag Planets, half bag buttons, some pepperami, ham/mozzerella/salad cream salad, quavers, yoghurt, 1 slice garlic bread, pasta and bolognese sauce, half a garlic ciabatta, 1 and a half rocky bars.
Exercise: Half hour cardio at the gym with S (10mins rower, 5mins sitdown bike, 5mins treadmill, 10mins cross trainer).
Tuesday 12 June 2007
Hmmmm
:scratchchin: SC has lost the baby. Isn't it awful that I am not surprised and that it's all rather convenient.... She can't come back to work though until Saturday, as she still needs tests... *shrug* Apparently on Sunday though, she could feel the baby moving and when it rested on her bladder, she needed to go wee right there and then! Her mother has bought her a maternity top :rolleyes: apparently she was wearing it all yesterday.
Work was a bit shit today, no motivation. Nothing heard from M1 handing this contract thing in to Owner.Doubt will hear anything now till Friday.
Bad food day, especially considering tomorrow is Weigh Day and those lbs that had melted off on Saturday are back again :( However, I got told today by someone I used to be on the same yard as when I had the Pony that I had lost LOADS of weight! Result! Sadly since I last saw her, I know I've put it on, but still, it was nice to hear.
My friend lost her horse today :bawling: He was one of the coolest horses I've ever sat on and *I* am sat here :bawling: too, so God only knows how she is. I'm so so so so sorry E, I know I keep saying that, but I can't tell you enough how sorry I am.
Food: 1 strawberry bun, some spicy chicken breasts, half a packet maltesers, half a mini muffin, ham, mozzerella, salad cream salad, quavers, muller light, tea is pasta and cheese sauce with homemade garlic bread.
Exercise: 46lengths swimming, 120 situps
Work was a bit shit today, no motivation. Nothing heard from M1 handing this contract thing in to Owner.Doubt will hear anything now till Friday.
Bad food day, especially considering tomorrow is Weigh Day and those lbs that had melted off on Saturday are back again :( However, I got told today by someone I used to be on the same yard as when I had the Pony that I had lost LOADS of weight! Result! Sadly since I last saw her, I know I've put it on, but still, it was nice to hear.
My friend lost her horse today :bawling: He was one of the coolest horses I've ever sat on and *I* am sat here :bawling: too, so God only knows how she is. I'm so so so so sorry E, I know I keep saying that, but I can't tell you enough how sorry I am.
Food: 1 strawberry bun, some spicy chicken breasts, half a packet maltesers, half a mini muffin, ham, mozzerella, salad cream salad, quavers, muller light, tea is pasta and cheese sauce with homemade garlic bread.
Exercise: 46lengths swimming, 120 situps
Monday 11 June 2007
Oh....My....God.....
SC is pregnant. Apparently the announcement is coming tomorrow, but S told me this morning. It's going to be a Nightmare. Suddenly she will be too faint to work, too full of morning sickness, oooh, I can't carry this 1kg bag, it might hurt the baby.... Half of me doesnt believe she's pregnant and will 'miscarry' before too long. How awful is that? OTOH, Shes thought it was funny that she kept forgetting to take her pill for so long, I'm really not surprised. I pity her OH though, he only asked her to marry him cos she was so persistant. Suddenly he has a mortgage, they're getting married and having a baby...all within 4months!
It's M1's (allegedly) final meeting tomorrow. He'll be coming back, I'm sure of it, so that, combined with SCs pregnancy....Sigh. Whats the job centre site again?
Havent been able to get going at all today. Woke up at 4.30am, wide awake, stayed in bed with the intention of getting up around 6.30ish to get on the bike and do my sit ups but the next time I woke up was 7.50! Oops.
Got some Cortaflex HA today to see if it helps my shoulder any. People are starting to comment on the noises and 'shapes' it makes under my T Shirt :lol: Half hope it works, half hope it doesnt - £20 a month :eek:
Those lbs that appeared to have melted off on Saturday are back again with a vengance :( Maybe I was wrong to come off the Pill.
Food: porridge, handful blue/rasp/strawberries and a banana, quavers, cherry & almond slice, 2 lemon tarts, 1 almond croissant, 1 beef, mint sauce & lettuce baguette, 1 ham & pie d'angloys baguette, 1 pint Pimms
Exercise: 20mins (200calories) on bike, 120 situps
It's M1's (allegedly) final meeting tomorrow. He'll be coming back, I'm sure of it, so that, combined with SCs pregnancy....Sigh. Whats the job centre site again?
Havent been able to get going at all today. Woke up at 4.30am, wide awake, stayed in bed with the intention of getting up around 6.30ish to get on the bike and do my sit ups but the next time I woke up was 7.50! Oops.
Got some Cortaflex HA today to see if it helps my shoulder any. People are starting to comment on the noises and 'shapes' it makes under my T Shirt :lol: Half hope it works, half hope it doesnt - £20 a month :eek:
Those lbs that appeared to have melted off on Saturday are back again with a vengance :( Maybe I was wrong to come off the Pill.
Food: porridge, handful blue/rasp/strawberries and a banana, quavers, cherry & almond slice, 2 lemon tarts, 1 almond croissant, 1 beef, mint sauce & lettuce baguette, 1 ham & pie d'angloys baguette, 1 pint Pimms
Exercise: 20mins (200calories) on bike, 120 situps
Sunday 10 June 2007
Slow Day
I don't really feel like I've woken up all day... Swimming was HARD, a real struggle today. Been fairly steady at work, but mainly people needing stuff weighing out, although we had a few idiotic customers. The amount of people who don't realise that using someone elses credit card is called STEALING....
Off to a BBQ tonight at OHs SiLs. Can't especially say I'm looking forward to it..... Not eating as we have roast beef here to eat.
Food: Ham/mozzerella/coleslaw salad, muller light, quavers, half a galaxy bar, half a banana, 2 lemon tarts, roast beef, boiled potatoes, green beans, yorkshire puddings, carrots, gravy, mint sauce, 2 glasses white wine, greek yoghurt, handful blue/rasp/strawberries
Exercise: 44lengths in swimming pool, 120 sit ups, 20mins on bike
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Back from the BBQ. Am considered rude cos I didnt eat as I said we had tea ready at home :unsure: They only old us about it at 3pm!! Anyway, not eating till 10pm now. Was ok, kids appeared to have a good time. it bothers me that I am the 13th person....
Maybe I needn't have come off the pill :S
Off to a BBQ tonight at OHs SiLs. Can't especially say I'm looking forward to it..... Not eating as we have roast beef here to eat.
Food: Ham/mozzerella/coleslaw salad, muller light, quavers, half a galaxy bar, half a banana, 2 lemon tarts, roast beef, boiled potatoes, green beans, yorkshire puddings, carrots, gravy, mint sauce, 2 glasses white wine, greek yoghurt, handful blue/rasp/strawberries
Exercise: 44lengths in swimming pool, 120 sit ups, 20mins on bike
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Back from the BBQ. Am considered rude cos I didnt eat as I said we had tea ready at home :unsure: They only old us about it at 3pm!! Anyway, not eating till 10pm now. Was ok, kids appeared to have a good time. it bothers me that I am the 13th person....
Maybe I needn't have come off the pill :S
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