Well, I made up today for yesterdays pathetic effort on the bike..... I have done :drumroll: 1110 calories in 103minutes. Fastest EVER, I believe. Feel it now though!!
Food has been Very Bad. A load of chocolate Wheetos (2 bowls), some chip shop chips, porridge, cheesey quavers, lasagne, some cheese puff monstrosity, and 4 pancakes, 2 with lemon & sugar, 2 with chocolate spread.
So, just as well I was supercharged on the bike, really! Swimming tomorrow, and LovelyM is back at work tomorrow, I have missed him. I really hope SB leaves so LovelyM can come and work fulltime.
Another :fingerscrossed: - Have got V to ring a friend who I used to be on a yard with, who now runs her own yard about a job. Very close, lots of goodvibes and crossedfingers that there is a job and V gets it.
I'm buggered, I really am. Dire need for a bath now...
Saturday 10 March 2007
Friday 9 March 2007
Stoned Kitten
The cat is as high as a kite on catnip :heehee: Poor bugger has just fallen off the chair cos he's been rolling about on my work top which has been sprayed with the stuff.
I've been a Bad Girl today, I am yet to do any calories (6.50pm) and I have eaten: large salad (ham/mozzerella/salad cream), french fries, lasagne, garlic bread, salad and salad cream, half a bottle pink wine and a twix top. Oops. Still, if thats whats termed as falling off the wagon now, then pfffft. I could have eaten ten times that :nod:
I'm quite pissed, maybe I drank too quick...
Seems my exhusband has a new peice. I'm pleased for him, I really am. He irritated the hell out of me, but hopefully he's changed enough to become a nicer person to someone else. Just hope I have the spare money to afford the divorce....only 9 months to wait before it can be applied for...
Talking of 9 months.... I dreamt I was pregnant last night :unsure: and that was why I couldnt lose weight - cos I had a BabyBelly. Was very odd, I had pregnancy pains and everything. Thankfully an impossibility, but still!
Very tired, can't really be arsed to do the calories but must...!
ETA: 9.50pm. 600calories down.... I doubt very much I shall do the full 1000c.
I've been a Bad Girl today, I am yet to do any calories (6.50pm) and I have eaten: large salad (ham/mozzerella/salad cream), french fries, lasagne, garlic bread, salad and salad cream, half a bottle pink wine and a twix top. Oops. Still, if thats whats termed as falling off the wagon now, then pfffft. I could have eaten ten times that :nod:
I'm quite pissed, maybe I drank too quick...
Seems my exhusband has a new peice. I'm pleased for him, I really am. He irritated the hell out of me, but hopefully he's changed enough to become a nicer person to someone else. Just hope I have the spare money to afford the divorce....only 9 months to wait before it can be applied for...
Talking of 9 months.... I dreamt I was pregnant last night :unsure: and that was why I couldnt lose weight - cos I had a BabyBelly. Was very odd, I had pregnancy pains and everything. Thankfully an impossibility, but still!
Very tired, can't really be arsed to do the calories but must...!
ETA: 9.50pm. 600calories down.... I doubt very much I shall do the full 1000c.
Thursday 8 March 2007
Evans size guide (inches)
size 16: size 18: size 20:
Bust: 40.5 Bust: 43 Bust: 45
Waist: 34 Waist: 36 Waist: 38.5
Top Hip: 41.5 Top Hip: 44 Top Hip: 46.5
Bottom Hip: 42 Bottom Hip: 44.5 Bottom Hip: 47
size 22 size 24
Bust: 47.5 Bust: 49
Waist: 41 Waist: 44
Top Hip: 48.5 Top Hip: 51
Bottom Hip: 49.5 Bottom Hip: 51.5
size 26 size 28
Bust: 50.5 Bust: 52
Waist: 46.5 Waist: 49
Top Hip: 53.5 Top Hip: 56
Bottom Hip: 54 Bottom Hip: 56.5
size 30 size 30
Bust: 54 Bust: 55.5
Waist: 50 Waist: 51
Top Hip: 58.5 Top Hip: 61.5
Bottom Hip: 59 Bottom Hip: 62
Bust: 40.5 Bust: 43 Bust: 45
Waist: 34 Waist: 36 Waist: 38.5
Top Hip: 41.5 Top Hip: 44 Top Hip: 46.5
Bottom Hip: 42 Bottom Hip: 44.5 Bottom Hip: 47
size 22 size 24
Bust: 47.5 Bust: 49
Waist: 41 Waist: 44
Top Hip: 48.5 Top Hip: 51
Bottom Hip: 49.5 Bottom Hip: 51.5
size 26 size 28
Bust: 50.5 Bust: 52
Waist: 46.5 Waist: 49
Top Hip: 53.5 Top Hip: 56
Bottom Hip: 54 Bottom Hip: 56.5
size 30 size 30
Bust: 54 Bust: 55.5
Waist: 50 Waist: 51
Top Hip: 58.5 Top Hip: 61.5
Bottom Hip: 59 Bottom Hip: 62
I ache!!!
Jesus wept.... Have just got on the bike and done the first 400calories of the day as well, very sweaty! Niiiiccceee...
I have decided I am going to write my current measurements in my memories book, then I can't torture myself over not being able to remember what the previous weeks measurement was.
OH has half day today - the AIM is to have done all my calories, the washing up, the clothes washing and the hoovering by time he gets home....doable?
Got an hour to make the bed, have a shower and hoover before OH gets back now....I would suggest a race, but I'm knackered lol. I've finished my calories (1000), done the washing up and the clothes washing....
I did it! Hoovering and all, even had time to make him a cup of tea....
Food (its so bad on a day off..) egg mayonaise baguette, caramel shortcake, pork, mashed potatoes, yorkshire puddings, carrots, green beans, 1 twix top.
I have decided I am going to write my current measurements in my memories book, then I can't torture myself over not being able to remember what the previous weeks measurement was.
OH has half day today - the AIM is to have done all my calories, the washing up, the clothes washing and the hoovering by time he gets home....doable?
Got an hour to make the bed, have a shower and hoover before OH gets back now....I would suggest a race, but I'm knackered lol. I've finished my calories (1000), done the washing up and the clothes washing....
I did it! Hoovering and all, even had time to make him a cup of tea....
Food (its so bad on a day off..) egg mayonaise baguette, caramel shortcake, pork, mashed potatoes, yorkshire puddings, carrots, green beans, 1 twix top.
Wednesday 7 March 2007
I dont understand it!!!
But I'm not complaining!!!
ANOTHER weight loss week - I'd resigned myself to it being a gain.
Food: salad (ham, mozzerella & salad cream), french fries, 1 bite ham & cheese sandwich, 1 bite sausage & egg sandwich, 1 twix top and pasta and bolognese sauce for tea.
Just back from swimming, done 66 lengths, so JUST over a mile....we're saying spot on a mile though, because a few times we had to stop to turn round a couple of metres before the end of the pool, thanks to chavs loitering by the steps :rolleyes: My shoulders hurt, particularly the left (bad) one...well, hurt is a little bit of a exaggeration, ache definately.
I truly am shocked about the weight, and I am wondering whether to bother with fat pills or not....Somethings clearly working. :dunno:
SB was highly irritating today. I have no idea how much of it is pure the fact he wants to annoy, or what. SC let slip he's on anti-depressants yesterday....no idea if that would affect anything.
ANOTHER weight loss week - I'd resigned myself to it being a gain.
Food: salad (ham, mozzerella & salad cream), french fries, 1 bite ham & cheese sandwich, 1 bite sausage & egg sandwich, 1 twix top and pasta and bolognese sauce for tea.
Just back from swimming, done 66 lengths, so JUST over a mile....we're saying spot on a mile though, because a few times we had to stop to turn round a couple of metres before the end of the pool, thanks to chavs loitering by the steps :rolleyes: My shoulders hurt, particularly the left (bad) one...well, hurt is a little bit of a exaggeration, ache definately.
I truly am shocked about the weight, and I am wondering whether to bother with fat pills or not....Somethings clearly working. :dunno:
SB was highly irritating today. I have no idea how much of it is pure the fact he wants to annoy, or what. SC let slip he's on anti-depressants yesterday....no idea if that would affect anything.
Tuesday 6 March 2007
I've said it before, I'll say it again....
but this time I KNOW its a weight gain week.
I'm not sure about this aim of fitting into a size 24 by my birthday is actually do able, you know. I've just tried on a pair of 26 'skinny' (bleurgh) jeans and they are FAR too small.
So.... Off swimming tonight. Alone. Quite nervous actually :unsure: I'll be fine once I'm IN, it's just getting in (and out) which freak me out.
It bothers me just how much weight has gone on this week. Although I suppose I havent exercised, but I certainly havent eaten 3000 extra calories a day, which is meant to put on 1lb.
Not sure what I'm more nervous about, swimming on my own, or driving there, on my own. I think I might get lost on the way back, with the Complicated Roundabout. At least on the way there, I only have to turn left at it. On the way home, I have to make about 6 turnings....
Food: 1 salad (rocket, lettuce, spring onions, tomatoes, chicken, mozzerella, cranberry sauce), packet french fries. Tea was pizza with ham, chicken & pineapple.
I did 60 lengths at the pool, took longer than I wanted, really, and I only needed to do 4 more lengths to have done a mile, which was mildly annoying, but I didnt know if they were about to shut the pool, and I didnt fancy being stuck in there for the night. Will try for a mile tomorrow night instead :lol:
I'm cross, I won't have lost any weight for 2 weeks tomorrow :( (last weeks weight I swear I must have stood on them wrong or something....It can't have been a true weight).
OH has said we can go to Crufts next year, and we might have a puppy to buy for!!!! YAY!! I have turned this into we WILL have a puppy to buy for.
AND, we are going on holiday for a couple of days when mum and dad go home. Maybe to France, maybe to Wales if V & M havent moved up here.
Speaking of which, I dont think they are moving up :( Sent V a text earlier, saying she could stay here if she wanted, and to tell her safe journey up, but she hasnt replied, although I can't remember if I got a delivery msg or not. Her phone is a bit shit at receiving messages though. I haven a feeling though thatt they're not coming :( Gutted, but can't make her go to a job she doesnt want to go to!
Meh in general really. M1 had a big go today about the fact my work account hasnt had anything paid off for ages - so I paid off with all the coins in my purse, all £1.32 of it. :lol: I dont think he got the point though.
I'm not sure about this aim of fitting into a size 24 by my birthday is actually do able, you know. I've just tried on a pair of 26 'skinny' (bleurgh) jeans and they are FAR too small.
So.... Off swimming tonight. Alone. Quite nervous actually :unsure: I'll be fine once I'm IN, it's just getting in (and out) which freak me out.
It bothers me just how much weight has gone on this week. Although I suppose I havent exercised, but I certainly havent eaten 3000 extra calories a day, which is meant to put on 1lb.
Not sure what I'm more nervous about, swimming on my own, or driving there, on my own. I think I might get lost on the way back, with the Complicated Roundabout. At least on the way there, I only have to turn left at it. On the way home, I have to make about 6 turnings....
Food: 1 salad (rocket, lettuce, spring onions, tomatoes, chicken, mozzerella, cranberry sauce), packet french fries. Tea was pizza with ham, chicken & pineapple.
I did 60 lengths at the pool, took longer than I wanted, really, and I only needed to do 4 more lengths to have done a mile, which was mildly annoying, but I didnt know if they were about to shut the pool, and I didnt fancy being stuck in there for the night. Will try for a mile tomorrow night instead :lol:
I'm cross, I won't have lost any weight for 2 weeks tomorrow :( (last weeks weight I swear I must have stood on them wrong or something....It can't have been a true weight).
OH has said we can go to Crufts next year, and we might have a puppy to buy for!!!! YAY!! I have turned this into we WILL have a puppy to buy for.
AND, we are going on holiday for a couple of days when mum and dad go home. Maybe to France, maybe to Wales if V & M havent moved up here.
Speaking of which, I dont think they are moving up :( Sent V a text earlier, saying she could stay here if she wanted, and to tell her safe journey up, but she hasnt replied, although I can't remember if I got a delivery msg or not. Her phone is a bit shit at receiving messages though. I haven a feeling though thatt they're not coming :( Gutted, but can't make her go to a job she doesnt want to go to!
Meh in general really. M1 had a big go today about the fact my work account hasnt had anything paid off for ages - so I paid off with all the coins in my purse, all £1.32 of it. :lol: I dont think he got the point though.
Monday 5 March 2007
Bleurgh
Stuffed.
Food: 1 ham sandwich, 2 slices toast, baked beans, scrambled eggs (with single cream), beef, yorkshire pudding, cauliflower, roast potatoes, carrots, gravy.
Also walked along the track at F with OHs mum. Thats not a walk for a dog! This is why I want a dog - I used to walk B for MILES.
Done my 1000 calories. Sigh. It's SO boring, I would far rather swim, but cost is prohibitive. It's almost going to be too much going 3 times a week. May even increase it to 4 times a week if I get another swim suit for my birthday.
So much to do, so little time & money.....
As suspected, S has blown me out (again) for swimming tomorrow. Bar ill health etcetc, I'll still go on my own.
I'm really not seeing a difference. I want to have lost a clear dress size (24) by my birthday. That is my next aim, as it looks like FatPills are off.
Food: 1 ham sandwich, 2 slices toast, baked beans, scrambled eggs (with single cream), beef, yorkshire pudding, cauliflower, roast potatoes, carrots, gravy.
Also walked along the track at F with OHs mum. Thats not a walk for a dog! This is why I want a dog - I used to walk B for MILES.
Done my 1000 calories. Sigh. It's SO boring, I would far rather swim, but cost is prohibitive. It's almost going to be too much going 3 times a week. May even increase it to 4 times a week if I get another swim suit for my birthday.
So much to do, so little time & money.....
As suspected, S has blown me out (again) for swimming tomorrow. Bar ill health etcetc, I'll still go on my own.
I'm really not seeing a difference. I want to have lost a clear dress size (24) by my birthday. That is my next aim, as it looks like FatPills are off.
Sunday 4 March 2007
Tantrums -- NO TANTRUMS!!
Swimming looking doubtful. Alarm going off at work, so OH has had to scamper down there and deal with the police & alarm people. A bag will have fallen off the shelves, thats all.
I wanted to go so badly :bawling:
Have put on 5.5lbs since I was poorly.
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Was able to go swimming after all! Did 40 laps (1000metres) and am now knackered! Took an hour or so - a bit less. Want to work up to doing a mile before work on a Sunday.
Work wasn't too bad. D isn't leaving now.
Food: Porridge, French Fries, roast chicken, mashed potatoes, yorkshire pudding, peas, carrots, gravy, cranberry sauce.
I am utterly shattered now though, and would happily curl up and go to sleep right now.
I wanted to go so badly :bawling:
Have put on 5.5lbs since I was poorly.
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Was able to go swimming after all! Did 40 laps (1000metres) and am now knackered! Took an hour or so - a bit less. Want to work up to doing a mile before work on a Sunday.
Work wasn't too bad. D isn't leaving now.
Food: Porridge, French Fries, roast chicken, mashed potatoes, yorkshire pudding, peas, carrots, gravy, cranberry sauce.
I am utterly shattered now though, and would happily curl up and go to sleep right now.
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