Found my first grey hairs today :bawling:
Food: not great (again) - porridge, muller light, grapes, Lindt chocolates (what HAS OH done?). Tea is limey chicken & garlic bread, 1 bowl ben & jerrys ice cream.
Done 100mins on bike (1020calories)& 100 sit ups.
I should never have said that last night made me feel old.
Saturday 24 March 2007
Friday 23 March 2007
Meh
Bleeeehhhhhhh
SC all over M2 today. It is EMBARRASSING. He tried to get past her today and she stuck her arse out so he had to either be rude and tell her to move or squeeze by. Couldnt talk to him for more than 3 seconds before she muscled in, and if he called me, she went running :lol:
Ah well. I dont think she'll be getting married next year lol.
Food, not so good today, especially as today is an exercise day off, although I have done 50situps.
Food: salad (ham/mozzerella/salad cream), muller light yoghurt, smoothie, Lindt chocolate egg (YUM), pizza & garlic ciabatta, half bottle white zinfandel, 5 'gorgeous' chocolates, 1 shortbread & choc chip cookie, 1 cherry & pecan cookie.
Did not sleep well last night - kept waking up with a start cos I thought I was in my meeting with Owner and he kept giving me 1s for poor performance. Sigh. I want to write on this review thing that this IS my first managment job, but I dont think he'll see it that way. Either I'm ready for it or I'm not. I suspect the latter.
Bought OH Casino Royale on DVD for Valentines Day (pre-order) and he finally got it today, so we are watching that tonight, then bed for sleeps I think. He didnt sleep well last night either.
I'm getting old. This was the perfect night in. Pizza & garlic bread, eaten in the dark after a fabby Lush bath, with candles on the mantlepeice and the DVD on, having cuddles with OH. Either that or I've turned soft...
SC all over M2 today. It is EMBARRASSING. He tried to get past her today and she stuck her arse out so he had to either be rude and tell her to move or squeeze by. Couldnt talk to him for more than 3 seconds before she muscled in, and if he called me, she went running :lol:
Ah well. I dont think she'll be getting married next year lol.
Food, not so good today, especially as today is an exercise day off, although I have done 50situps.
Food: salad (ham/mozzerella/salad cream), muller light yoghurt, smoothie, Lindt chocolate egg (YUM), pizza & garlic ciabatta, half bottle white zinfandel, 5 'gorgeous' chocolates, 1 shortbread & choc chip cookie, 1 cherry & pecan cookie.
Did not sleep well last night - kept waking up with a start cos I thought I was in my meeting with Owner and he kept giving me 1s for poor performance. Sigh. I want to write on this review thing that this IS my first managment job, but I dont think he'll see it that way. Either I'm ready for it or I'm not. I suspect the latter.
Bought OH Casino Royale on DVD for Valentines Day (pre-order) and he finally got it today, so we are watching that tonight, then bed for sleeps I think. He didnt sleep well last night either.
I'm getting old. This was the perfect night in. Pizza & garlic bread, eaten in the dark after a fabby Lush bath, with candles on the mantlepeice and the DVD on, having cuddles with OH. Either that or I've turned soft...
Thursday 22 March 2007
Sleepy & Unmotivated
Although, I say that, it's been an effort to get going this morning, but have so far done 100minutes on bike (completed 11.50am), 20 minutes with the rower and 100 situps.
Not dressed yet though LOL going to do last 20 minutes then jump in the bath.
My hair is horrid, it feels like straw and my skin is dry and chapped too. I hate the cold.
Got the 360Review forms last night - we have to EVERYONE. Big wibbles. Thought it would just be M1. Fuck. Won't get promotion when Owner sees what everyone else puts!!
Food: about 50 grapes (heh), salad (ham/mozzerella/salad cream) 1 muller light yoghurt. 1 smoothie 1 slice of ham. half a ham & pie d'angloys sandwich. Tea will be sausages, yorkshire pudding, mashed potato, carrots, brusells, gravy & mint sauce.
I'm REALLY hungry, and I dont think I've done that much to be so hungry....
Not dressed yet though LOL going to do last 20 minutes then jump in the bath.
My hair is horrid, it feels like straw and my skin is dry and chapped too. I hate the cold.
Got the 360Review forms last night - we have to EVERYONE. Big wibbles. Thought it would just be M1. Fuck. Won't get promotion when Owner sees what everyone else puts!!
Food: about 50 grapes (heh), salad (ham/mozzerella/salad cream) 1 muller light yoghurt. 1 smoothie 1 slice of ham. half a ham & pie d'angloys sandwich. Tea will be sausages, yorkshire pudding, mashed potato, carrots, brusells, gravy & mint sauce.
I'm REALLY hungry, and I dont think I've done that much to be so hungry....
Wednesday 21 March 2007
Incomming.......tantrum!!
One measly pound. BUT I have drunk enough to call the navy in, eaten crisps, chocolate, sweets, tear and share and lemon tarts. I have not done more exercise. It's my own fault!
Swimming tonight and I have ANOTHER full blown cold again. Urgh.
I've decided against FatPills I think. I've lost a stone since I went to Drs I think, its just the size thing which upsets me now, but.... sigh. Patience I guess.
I'm very tired, I really didnt want to get up this morning.
:bawling: :bawling: :bawling: Have just measured myself. Last measured on 8th March, since then I have lost 2mm off right calf, almost a cm off right thigh, 2mm off left thigh, 2mm off waist, half an inch off under boobs :lol: half an inch off left & right arms, so I HAVE lost, BUT...
I have put ON an inch round my tummy and hips and on my boobs, therefore going up a bra size.
Fuck. What is the point?!?!?! Just as well I gave up on birthday target.
Food: Salad (ham/mozzerella/salad cream) Muller light, smoothie, 3 huge handfuls of grapes, 1 bowl pasta, cheese sauce, sausages and bacon.
Exercise: 150 situps, 40 minutes on rower, 10 minutes on twister, 48 lengths at the swimming pool.
And now onto the tantrum. This bungalow is tiny. Minute. We couldnt even swing NeedyKitten around if we tried. The only thing that has kept me living here (apart from OH of course) is the fact we could extend and redecorate and finally things could be clean and nice and ours. But now, thanks to Fat Twat and his budget and his 'only allow the chavs to succeed' mindset, we now cannot afford to do it. We can't even afford to just redecorate so have to put up with cooked in grime on the kitchen walls which have been up 30 years.
My mother will be horrified when she comes up.
Also puts paid to any idea of kids as not a chance in hell I would bring up kids in this house as it is.
I hate it, am sat here in tears because I hate it THAT MUCH and there's fuck all I can really do cos its not even my fucking house.
Another :bawling: - V just sent me a video of Nag and I MISS her. I dont miss any of the associated horse stuff, I just miss Nag.
I'm all teary and tantrummy now. I hate not having any money, I hate putting ON size when LOSING weight, I hate the fact I can't replace anything cos I have no money, I hate that this place is so cluttered, I hate that nothing major is officially mine, I hate everything.
Swimming tonight and I have ANOTHER full blown cold again. Urgh.
I've decided against FatPills I think. I've lost a stone since I went to Drs I think, its just the size thing which upsets me now, but.... sigh. Patience I guess.
I'm very tired, I really didnt want to get up this morning.
:bawling: :bawling: :bawling: Have just measured myself. Last measured on 8th March, since then I have lost 2mm off right calf, almost a cm off right thigh, 2mm off left thigh, 2mm off waist, half an inch off under boobs :lol: half an inch off left & right arms, so I HAVE lost, BUT...
I have put ON an inch round my tummy and hips and on my boobs, therefore going up a bra size.
Fuck. What is the point?!?!?! Just as well I gave up on birthday target.
Food: Salad (ham/mozzerella/salad cream) Muller light, smoothie, 3 huge handfuls of grapes, 1 bowl pasta, cheese sauce, sausages and bacon.
Exercise: 150 situps, 40 minutes on rower, 10 minutes on twister, 48 lengths at the swimming pool.
And now onto the tantrum. This bungalow is tiny. Minute. We couldnt even swing NeedyKitten around if we tried. The only thing that has kept me living here (apart from OH of course) is the fact we could extend and redecorate and finally things could be clean and nice and ours. But now, thanks to Fat Twat and his budget and his 'only allow the chavs to succeed' mindset, we now cannot afford to do it. We can't even afford to just redecorate so have to put up with cooked in grime on the kitchen walls which have been up 30 years.
My mother will be horrified when she comes up.
Also puts paid to any idea of kids as not a chance in hell I would bring up kids in this house as it is.
I hate it, am sat here in tears because I hate it THAT MUCH and there's fuck all I can really do cos its not even my fucking house.
Another :bawling: - V just sent me a video of Nag and I MISS her. I dont miss any of the associated horse stuff, I just miss Nag.
I'm all teary and tantrummy now. I hate not having any money, I hate putting ON size when LOSING weight, I hate the fact I can't replace anything cos I have no money, I hate that this place is so cluttered, I hate that nothing major is officially mine, I hate everything.
Tuesday 20 March 2007
Cor blimey!
It's FREEZING! Mr Upstairs seems to have forgotten it's spring!
Off swimming with DWSarah in a bit....It's not going to be nice coming out, with wet hair etc...Be freezing.
Food wise, not so good. McCoys salt & vinegar crisps (256c :eek: ) ham/mozzerella/salad cream salad, muller light yoghurt, tea is pasta, bolognese sauce, mozzerella & garlic bread, 2 lemon tarts.
Done 100 sit ups. Did 30 lengths in pool. Grumble.
I know I said last week I wouldnt tantrum if I didnt lose anything this week, but :rolleyes: guess what :lol: I dont think I'm going to lose anything AND I'm pissed off about it. BUT....I have drunk a LOT and eaten crap this week, so my own fault.
I'm so tired....
Off swimming with DWSarah in a bit....It's not going to be nice coming out, with wet hair etc...Be freezing.
Food wise, not so good. McCoys salt & vinegar crisps (256c :eek: ) ham/mozzerella/salad cream salad, muller light yoghurt, tea is pasta, bolognese sauce, mozzerella & garlic bread, 2 lemon tarts.
Done 100 sit ups. Did 30 lengths in pool. Grumble.
I know I said last week I wouldnt tantrum if I didnt lose anything this week, but :rolleyes: guess what :lol: I dont think I'm going to lose anything AND I'm pissed off about it. BUT....I have drunk a LOT and eaten crap this week, so my own fault.
I'm so tired....
Monday 19 March 2007
Not QUITE outcome I wanted, but not too shabby.....
Arse. Big Meeting tonight. M1 has been told to pull socks up and is only minor legalities which mean he still has his job. However. Not all bad news. He has a meeting with HUGE manager on Monday at 5pm, and also a 360 review, which is apparently where members of staff are asked to review his performance. Eek. Apparently his face dropped at that point as 'there has never NOT been someone sacked after one of them....' So he will be in a FOUL mood tomorrow, just as well I kicked staff butt (hehe) today and made damned sure the shop was left immaculate. He will be hard pressed to find something to shout at me about tomorrow. Hopefully. So, no nearer knowing whether I have a promotion or not....
Did an HOUR on the bike without getting off, so desperate was I to be distracted from Events :lol: Upshot is I am utterly buggered now :lol: but...only 40 minutes till I'm finished. DEFINATELY swimming with DWSarah tomorrow too (allegedly :lol: ) Have done 50 situps and have another 50 to do. Finished my situps AND a full 40mins on bike, so only done 2 sessions on it tonight. Yay me!
Food: Hmmm, not GREAT. Salad (chicken, mozzerella, cranberry sauce) Muller Light yoghurt, 1 smoothie, 1 Kinder Bueno, 1 chunk Dairy Milk, LOTS of Cola Cubes (small, sugary sweets), tea is same as last night, only with beans instead of brussels I think. Also 2 squares tear & share, 4 lemon tarts.
Kitten in foul mood this morning, and lemon meringue pie OHs mum bakes for us and WAS on kitchen unit ended up on floor opposite side of room. Little brat.
Did an HOUR on the bike without getting off, so desperate was I to be distracted from Events :lol: Upshot is I am utterly buggered now :lol: but...only 40 minutes till I'm finished. DEFINATELY swimming with DWSarah tomorrow too (allegedly :lol: ) Have done 50 situps and have another 50 to do. Finished my situps AND a full 40mins on bike, so only done 2 sessions on it tonight. Yay me!
Food: Hmmm, not GREAT. Salad (chicken, mozzerella, cranberry sauce) Muller Light yoghurt, 1 smoothie, 1 Kinder Bueno, 1 chunk Dairy Milk, LOTS of Cola Cubes (small, sugary sweets), tea is same as last night, only with beans instead of brussels I think. Also 2 squares tear & share, 4 lemon tarts.
Kitten in foul mood this morning, and lemon meringue pie OHs mum bakes for us and WAS on kitchen unit ended up on floor opposite side of room. Little brat.
Sunday 18 March 2007
What A Day!!
The weather has been very odd. One minute blue skies, fluffy clouds, birds singing....blahblahblah. The next, SNOW!! Was complete whiteout about half hour ago.
Work...meh. SB had a tantrum at lunch time - 'Everyone hates me, I can't do anything right! It's so unfair!'. Was laughing at the Kevin-ness of it all. Also hoped he'd walk out in a strop, but no go.
Food and exercise....well its a bad one today. Only 30lengths in the pool cos I felt b.awful, and I swear I was going slower the harder I worked. Food: 1 square tear & share, 1 caramel egg, 1 muller light yoghurt, 1 smoothie (trying to increase my fruit intake), 1 ham/mozzerella/salad cream salad, roast chicken, mashed potatoes, yorkshire puddings, brussells, carrots, gravy, cranberry sauce. Very yum, but also :fat:
It's so cold. I have another cold coming on as well, which won't be helping - is also why I've started with the Innocent smoothies - bump up my fruit intake a bit.
Rung mum to say Happy Mothers Day. No idea what to get her, but won't be a problem in that I havent got her anything till after my birthday.
I'm kind of nearly 30 :bawling:
Work...meh. SB had a tantrum at lunch time - 'Everyone hates me, I can't do anything right! It's so unfair!'. Was laughing at the Kevin-ness of it all. Also hoped he'd walk out in a strop, but no go.
Food and exercise....well its a bad one today. Only 30lengths in the pool cos I felt b.awful, and I swear I was going slower the harder I worked. Food: 1 square tear & share, 1 caramel egg, 1 muller light yoghurt, 1 smoothie (trying to increase my fruit intake), 1 ham/mozzerella/salad cream salad, roast chicken, mashed potatoes, yorkshire puddings, brussells, carrots, gravy, cranberry sauce. Very yum, but also :fat:
It's so cold. I have another cold coming on as well, which won't be helping - is also why I've started with the Innocent smoothies - bump up my fruit intake a bit.
Rung mum to say Happy Mothers Day. No idea what to get her, but won't be a problem in that I havent got her anything till after my birthday.
I'm kind of nearly 30 :bawling:
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