Saturday 30 December 2006

Urgh

Just.....urgh.

Can't remember what I ate yesterday - porridge, banana, scrambled eggs, chipolatas in bacon, baked beans, ice cream and biscuits, some chips, scollop & breadcake. Those are definates - I'm sure theres more.

Anyway-today:

1 chocolate chip brioche
1 pork, stuffing & apple sauce sandwich
some chips and scollop
1 whole nut bar
biscuits
tea is chicken, bacon & mozzerella, mashed potatoes and I suspect carrots and brussels.

I do want to lose weight, honest. AND I'm off to the pub later too.

Thursday 28 December 2006

Things.....Can Only Get Fatter.....

:rolleyes:

1 pork and apple hot sandwich
1 salami & pie d'angloys sandwich
1 peice shortcake
mountains of chocolate
butter biscuits
1 tangy cheese doritos sandwich ( :blush: )
few green-flavour pringles
tea is cold gammon
vegetables - suspect brusells carrots and potatoes
yorkshire pudding.

OH putting telly & home cinema together. Cannot BELIEVE we have just spent £900 on a TV. I am now aiming to be out of debt in December 2008. Sigh.

Docs was a waste of time. Got the pill, but she forgot to weigh me, then remembered when I'd got my 10million layers back on - told her I'd weighed myself this morning (I had) and that I weighed a stone less than I actually do. She believed me, but still gave me the 'You're too fat' lecture. I know that, dumbass, and despite what I've eaten today shows, I AM trying. I think I will make an appt anyway with someone else and ask about water retention/under active thyroid/blahdeblah.

Kitten being so incredibly cute, but he is FURIOUS he's not allowed to 'help' OH put the surround sound bit together. Heard ripping from bathroom - I suspect we are a toilet roll down now due to his anger.

OHs birthday tomorrow - am winding him up by telling him I havent bought him anything and was spent up at Christmas. *snigger* such a bitch. Cant remember what I HAVE bought him, so will be as much a surprise for me as it will be him :lol:

Wednesday 27 December 2006

Merry fucking Christmas

I know I said I'd give up over Christmas, but this was ridiculous :bawling: I didnt particularly 'give up' - I was still very conscious of what I ate and doing exercise etcetc, but in the last week I have put back on EVERYTHING and more that I lost :bawling:

Have an appointment for represcription of pill tomorrow, suspect I wont be allowed it.

Good Christmas though.

Arse.

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I am FB *waves*. 27/F/UK. Fed up of being fat so have decided to make myself an online diary of how its going. Also probably featured within this here blog is my OH, my NeedyKitten and work, which is a petshop.