Saturday 17 March 2007

weight on, weight off....

Put on weight today, but not surprising after Thursday and yesterday.

Work Situation overshadowing everything and making me miserable, going to job centre later.

Meant to be going into H shopping, but can't get motivated. OH is still in bed.

Just done 500calories and 50 sit ups (11.35am) will do another 500&50, then 10minutes rowing and 10 minutes twisting when we get back.

4pm. Back from shopping, spent lots in Lush, went into Lakeland and bought a wall hanging with pockets so hopefully the cat will stop using my head as a spring board to get to the stand now....although I feel a bit guilty for taking away his SpiderSpotter. Also went into FatShop and came out without buying anything! Tried on some 26 jeans which fitted ok (SLIGHTLY tight) but means that dream of fitting into a 24 by my birthday is impossible. Tried on a size 20top too and shockingly it is only marginally too small :eek:

PPH website isnt working. Might secretly ring them in a bit.

Food: 1 Muller Light yoghurt, 1 baguette with ham & Pie d'angloys, 2 sections tear & share. Limey chicken and pilau rice, half a garlic ciabatta, half a bottle white wine.

Edit: 9.20pm.... completed my 1000calories (actually 1020 lol) and 50 situps, did twist for a bit, but not done any rowing. Going to have a bath and might do some when I get out. Dont feel like it though after that wine.

Friday 16 March 2007

I swear I could drink more when I weighed more....

4 bottles of wine, shared between 3, made me horribly, horribly pissed. Like verging on being sick pissed.

I have come to a decision re work - I shall give it another week, be job hunting all week and then if anything has come up from what I've applied for hand my notice in, if SC and or M1 not been sacked.

Food: porridge, 2 packets of quavers, 1 8 chunk whole nut, half a sausage and egg sandwich, 2 slices of ham, tea is pizza and garlic bread. No exercise yet.

Have just done 100situps with the abdotrim, some rowing and some twisting. I'm exhausted.

Thursday 15 March 2007

blah

Well, now SC has moved onto Manager2. She clearly fancies pants off him and its quite embarrassing. Whats worse is he is married with a young lad and he positively encourages it.

Rah!

My new weightloss toys arrived today. I have to say now, I cant see me staying on it for long. The twister is quite fun, but the rowing thing is...boring. Have done 100situps (50 this morning, 50 this eve).

Food: salad (ham, mozzerella, salad cream), lemon muller light yoghurt, tea is mince, mashed potato, brusells, carrots, yorkshire puddings, gravy, mint sauce. 1 pancake with lemon & sugar. Going to friends house tonight so will have bottle of wine.

Been in an odd mood for last few days, I genuinely think its this whole business of not losing size. I am constantly close to tears, but without actually being in tears. Very odd.

Wednesday 14 March 2007

What a week!!

HOW have I lost 4.5lbs in a week? Not complaining though!!

Swimming tonight and have done 50 situps on the abdotrim :lol:

Food: salad (ham/mozzerella/salad cream), Muller Light strawberry yoghurt, handful of grapes, bolognese sauce with pasta, half a costcutters baguette, 1 sticky toffee pudding muller light yoghurt.

Still in shock, although am upset I havent lost any SIZE to go with the 2 stone total gone so far... 28 days till my birthday, therefore 28 days to lose 5 inches. Lets be honest, it probably won't happen. But...it would be nice. Have asked my parents for Evans vouchers, so would like to spend them a/while they're here and b/ on clothes I might fit into for longer than 10 minutes...

Just swum a mile, I swear the more I go swimming the slower I get :unsure:

I'm going to be grown up and say as I've lost so much this week, I'll settle for not losing any next (but not GAINING it either). We know this is bollocks. Come next Tuesday I'll be moaning I havent lost any weight whatsoever.

Tuesday 13 March 2007

Shopping

Off to ChavShop in a bit, to buy a 'Twist Board with Refloxology Magnets' (you stand on it and twist from side to side and it has magnets for increased circulation, a massage action, improves balance and slim and tones abs, hips and thighs). Thinking of those 5 inches to lose before my birthday. Also buying an abdotrim, a pilates rowing action ab and back exerciser and some goggles. Cheaper at ChavShop than they are at the pool.

This will change my exercising slightly.... Will still swim 3 times a week, but maybe only cycle twice a week now, and then do 2 nights on the above.... No idea how you would work out calories burnt though. Hmm....

I'm very tired this morning, NeedyKitten woke me up at 5am, having dragged the lamb bone we had for tea from the bin onto our bed. Nice. Was not impressed at having his treasure taken off him and told me so for the next 3 hours. Sigh.

Arse. Just been to ChavShop, they only had the Abdotrim in. Have just built it and done 10 situps. It doesnt make you go very high and it seems rather flimsy.... Still, I felt it so must be doing something. Must work up to doing 50 at once. Hmmm, I have my credit card at the ready and ChavShop site up...if they will post instead of deliver I might just order off the site.... I am bad....I've just paid for them to be delivered. Oops. On the credit card, which is meant to be being paid off...

Managers had a word with SB today. Was rather hoping he'd have a fit and hand his notice in, but no go :( I'm such a bitch.

Food: Salad (ham, mozzerella, salad cream), a cherry Muller Light yoghurt, 5 handfuls of grapes. Tea was pasta with tomato sauce, sausages and mozzerella and a bowl of home made rice pudding with hundreds & thousands and maltesers. I am so podged...This WAS looking like a weight loss week again.

Just back from swimming - did 70 lengths in 75minutes - not bad, huh? Included a couple of breaks and trying to tie knots in the 'arms' of my costume so my tits didn't fall out LOL. Was lovely going in the afternoon - for the last half hour there was only 3 of us in there.

Have just done 50 situps with the abdotrim....I take it back, you can feel it working when you do 50 :lol:

Monday 12 March 2007

Odd Day

Fed up of work, fed up of living in a matchbox (no ones fault, just the situation), fed up of having no money, fed up of my mums damned cat not coming into season long enough to make kittens.... FED UP.

Food....not GREAT, but it never is anymore! Salad (ham/mozzerella/salad cream), 3 ginger biscuits, 1 toffee muller light yoghurt, lamb, mashed potatoes, green beans, carrots, yorkshire puddings, gravy, mint sauce, 1 lemon juice & sugar pancake... No weight loss this week, heh.

Done 1050calories in 101minutes. So not too shabby, but not as good as the other day. However, I dont THINK I was working that day....

Day off tomorrow, meant to be swimming. Surprise, surprise, DWSarah has baled out AGAIN. She really really wants to do it though...

I wish we were rich.... Cash rich, I mean....I am very aware of just how lucky I am. I wish I could remember it sometimes. I wish for lots of things.... Why am I never satisfied with what I HAVE?

Sunday 11 March 2007

Rahhhhhhh

:dunno:

LovelyM back, like he was never away! Childish humour abounded today.

Swam 52 lengths this morning, did some not using my arms (just legs kicking away) and a few less just using my arms, then did most normally :lol:

Food: salad (ham, mozzerella, salad cream), some Quavers pinched off OH, French Fries, Roast lamb, mashed potatoes, brussel sprouts, carrots, yorkshire puddings, gravy, mint sauce.

Not much else to blog really.... NeedyKitten might be getting a new brother or sister.... Mums queen is off to stud tomorrow. Huge crossed fingers needed.

About Me

I am FB *waves*. 27/F/UK. Fed up of being fat so have decided to make myself an online diary of how its going. Also probably featured within this here blog is my OH, my NeedyKitten and work, which is a petshop.