Poor ignored blog....

Went to Harrogate today, bought lots of Lush stuff, some books and magazines, a card for Chris' dad and some weight watchers scales. Have stuck to it - ish for last 3 days...Portion sizes are slightly ambiguous though so am not sure if I'm doing it right. We're having pizza and garlic bread for tea, which I am desperate for!! But is 21 points of my 28 :S so have had cereal and tomatoes to eat today. Scales are very cool though. Were £60 reduced to £40 in Argos, so had them. Measures BMI, body water, body fat and age...Can have a password on it so Chris wouldnt be able to see my weight....Measures the oz's too, so will see any teeny bits of weight loss that happen!!

Am starving...am dreaming about this pizza...

My head hurts

Oppsy....Didnt think I was THAT drunk last night.

Anyway. Day one of FatClub. Yesterday has already put me 7.5points over my weekly total :S. New weigh in day is now Mondays. Am going to have breakfast this morning, despite the fact I feel sick :S but have just done half an hour on the bike.

Been looking at FC site - by the looks of things I should only do 6points worth of evercise a week...My cycling was 2.5 :unsure: Was planning on going to the gym tonight...Perhaps it was a day. (edit - was wrong on all counts...daily exercise allowance is 4 points. hmm)

I really do feel poorly this morning. Was up and wide awake at 5am which I'm sure won;t have helped.

Just eating cornflakes...30g is MINISCULE. Would appear my previous cereal bowls have been about 100g...Hence about 400calories! Oops.

Food: crunchy nut cornflakes, semi skimmed milk, salad (ham/mozzerella/salad cream), french fries, 2 bananas, beef stew

Exercise: 30mins (300 calories) on bike

what Have I done...

Have just joined FatClub online....Decided it was slightly less drastic (and cheaper) than Lipotrim. Also subscribing to the magazine. To celebrate am eating badly and drinking wine.

Food: 1 slice toast, 3 ham & pie d'angloys sandwiches, 1 muller light crunchy corner, packet french fries, pasta & carbonara sauce, homemade garlic ciabatta, half a bottle rose wine

Exercise: none

Lipotrim

http://www.lipotrimburnley.co.uk/getting_started.htm

:bawling:

I am SO going to get sacked soon. SAGE is just going straight in one ear and out the other.

M2 and SC I'm convinced are now having an affair...apparently she was sending him rude pics during work on Friday and was getting some off him in return!!! Ick, the thought is foul...I actually dont know how anyone can find her attractive. She has bad teeth, never washes, greasy hair, is just plain dirty, neglects her pets which she proclaims to love so much, is also seeing jack again I found out today...Told M2 and he looked like I'd hit him :unsure:

So, with SC allegedly on holiday, but still coming in, NotSoLovelyM being an arse and complaining and also has Nod in to see me, MrD is getting stroppy as nothing ever really goes his way bless him and I am finding it hard to cope with everything.

Food: 3 slices toast, 1 ham & pie d'angloys baguette, 1 ham & pie d'angloys sandwich, bag of Aero bubbles, packet French Fries, healthy eating muller corner, 4 fingers shortbread, half a small toberlone bar, 2 rectangles clotted cream ice cream, pilau rice, limey chicken, home made garlic ciabatta

Exercise: swimming (40 lengths)

Bad, foul, grumpy mood

Raaahhh!!

LovelyM has very quickly become UnLovelyM since he & Nod have been together. He is irritating, completely lovestruck and impossible to get to do anything. I wouldnt mind so much if he actually did some work, but....he really didnt. RAAAAAAH.

Have been so pissed off have eaten lots too. Oh well.

Came off period today, and still same weight so dreams of bleeding for a month then losing 10stone are wildly unreachable. Seems like Pill may have had nothing to do with it.

So tired, has been a really muggy hot close day which wont have helped my mood. Forklift training was cancelled cos man had kidney infection :(

Food: hot ham & crackling sandwich, strawberry bun, 2 slices salami & pie d'angloys, 4 jam tarts, 1 chicken & salad sandwich, french fries, muller crunchy corner yoghurt, 2 ham & pie d'angloys sandwiches, lots of Lindt chocolate, 1 almond croissant, raspberries

Exercise: Nothing

hmmmmm

Tired, unmotivated and eating already. Havent weighed myself, dont dare lol. Really need to keep thinking about the online stuff but...so tired... The Hickstead Derby is on later, can't wait to see it. I may even go back to bed....

Entertained ideas of going to the gym for about 5 minutes, then decided against it and thought I might just use my pilates rowing thing, the bike, sit up machine and spinny thing (all of which I have ignored recently..) while watching the Derby. Then S texted and asked if I wanted to go to the yard & gym later. So I did. Lunged her horse for a bit (I havent lunged for over a year :eek: !!!) then off we went to Aireborough....Didnt do a full programme. Straight onto the x-trainer for 15 minutes on level 7, then some weights...I did the leg weights pushing in I did 50kg and pushing out I did 40kg, so might start doing them all the time, also did seated row, arm press and leg press, then onto the treadmill for another 15minutes. At least I went...!!

Got back in time for the highlights of the whole Derby meeting, so did washing up, hoovering etc and finished just in time to sit in front of the Derby with my lunch. Simple things...

Food: 1 big bowl crunchy nut cornflakes, 2 ham & pie d'angloys sandwiches, 1 muller healthy corners yoghurt, roast chicken, mashed potatoes, yorkshire puddings, green beans, carrots, gravy, cranberry sauce, orangey solero ice cream, 1 jam tart.

Exercise: Gym

Fat Day

:thud: I managed to do the banking AND sheets AND SAGE with minimal mistakes and help! Weeeee!!

Hugely busy at work, was allegedly my first day as 'alone manager' but M3 was hovering. Must ask to be told when I'm going to magically know when orders are coming in.

Going to see Selfish N tonight...she rang as I walked in the door and I wasnt quick enough to come up with an excuse :S Also let slip I wasnt working tomorrow, so no doubt she will invite herself over/I'll have to do something for her...I wanted to watch the Derby... Will be nearly a year since Lily died.

Food: 2 x portions lasagne, half a portion chip shop chips, 1 muller light, 1 strawberry bun, maltesers, 1 ham & pie d'angloys sandwich, garlic bread, 1 J20, 2 hot chocolates

Exercise: nothing. MAY go to gym tomorrow before the Derby...

O....M....G

Apparently M2 & SC have been texting each other naked pictures all day :eek: Not entirely sure I believe it, but....Crazy.

Convinced myself I wasnt going to the gym tonight, but then, having eaten tea and had half a bottle of wine I went after all....

Not a bad day really, SAGE really winding me up. I cannot grasp it at all. Work in general is a bit weird.... I dont really feel I 'belong' in the shop anymore,yet I definately dont belong in the office either...

Food: banana, 2 ham & pie d'angloys sandwiches, fruit corner, french fries, lasagne, salad & salad cream, garlic ciabatta, skinny cow ice cream

Exercise: Gym

Hmmm

Maybe I will stop being an impulsive drama queen for a week or so.... I have come on today, so will either have huge weight loss, or nothing because it wasnt the pill/lack of periods make me stay the same weight.

So, I dont know. Maybe I am just destined to be fat and ugly forever :sad: especially as I am troughing more now...

Food: 3 ham & pie d'angloys sandwiches, grapes, french fries, muller light, homemade pizza, homemade garlic bread, 1 chocolate chip muffin

Exercise: nothing

Hmmmm

Now what to think? No loss this week, but OTOH, considering what I was on Saturday, the fact it isnt a huge great big gain is very definately Something To Shout About. But I'm not, I'm still gutted. Won't be happy now till I'm VV.7...

Banking/Sage etc seems to be going in better. Have till Saturday. No further on on the online stuff. OH has taken it over :nod: :grumps:

Eaten LOADS today :biggrin:

Food: Aero bubbles, 1 banana, lots of grapes, some chicken breast, some ham & mozzerella, 3 ham & pie d'angloys sandwiches, 1 muller fruit corner, packet french fries, pasta and carbonara sauce, 1 solero ice cream, half a bottle piat d'or

Exercise: 40lengths swimming

Banking Banking Banking

Went in one ear and out the other. One day, in about 3 years, it will make sense. Possibly.

Food: 1 ham & pie d'angloys sandwich, 1 ham/mozzerella/salad cream salad, french fries, muller light, garlic ciabatta, bolognese sauce, pasta, parmesan, Muller Corner Healthy Balance

Exercise: Hmmm, Either I lost count and 'gained' some lengths or I speeded my swimming up a lot looking at the time it took. So, either 68 lengths or 72. Either way, for the first time in god knows how long, over a mile.

Mmmm, Radley purse....

I had to get up early, just so I could look at it and stroke it :wub:

My hip/outside of right leg aches ever so much atm :S And I really must stop being a hormonal, depressed witch. OH will end up leaving me and it will be my own stupid fault.

Road outside work is flooded, road is closed but everyone just going round the blocks anyway.

Food: 1 ham & pie d'angloys sandwich, 1 ham & pie d'angloys baguette, grapes, almond croissant, 3 cranberry & white chocolate butter cookies, 1 muller light, 2 bowls pork stew with mozzerella, apple and mint sauce and bread.

Exercise: 40 lengths in swimming pool

Useful website

cerazette post

Hope admin emails me back with how to join - I cant see the codes you need to join, so have emailed them

Bankrupt

:eek:

Just back from shopping at the White Rose centre with OHs sister. It is a close run thing as to who spent the most...I think I *just* won though.

I bought:
A nightie for E's birthday
A pencil case for L's birthday
5 pairs of knickers from La Senza (I must have a pair for every day of the month now...They were on 5 for £10)
2 tops from Evans
1 pair of shoes, ballet style, with crystals on
1 necklace
1 computer game for OH
A set of bed sheets
Some body butter, lip balm and exfoliating gloves from Body Shop (no Lush :bawling:)
AND
:blush: A pink one of these

A good day, but to say I've done 'nothing', I'm really tired! Not to mention skint now...

Food: 1 ham & pie d'angloys sandwich, 1 smoothie, 1 ham and salad sandwice, 1 slice carrot cake, 1 large yorkshire pudding, filled with Pork stew. 3 spoons apple & mint sauce

Exercise: shopping...

Thank you and goodnight

Nearly back at XX stones now. :bawling:

Food: 1 ham & pie d'angloys baguette, 1 bowl lamb stew with 2 slices brown bread and mint sauce. Going out tonight. deep fried garlic mushrooms, missippi chicken and chips (brown, sweet sauce) and half of OHs hot fudge cake and my toffee sundae, 1 bottle white wine.

Exercise: None.

Still Fat

And now podged and sleepy too.

Been to gym and increased reps so am at 3 sets of 10 now. I am KNACKERED. Wondering whether or not to join a diet club (online, natch).

Food: 2 x helpings lamb stew, 4 slices brown bread, salad (ham, mozzerella, salad cream), quavers, french fries, boost bar, yoghurt drink

Exercise: Gym

:bawling:

How on EARTH did that happen? :bawling: Have put on half a stone since yesterday morning :eek: How?! Seriously??? Absolutely gutted doesnt even begin to describe it. Am semi thinking about going back to the Drs.

Not a great day, M was being irritating. SC amazingly just kept her head down and got on with work :thud: M2 was out in van and M3 busy in office. I now have my own keys, cashed up both the tills and set the alarm. Yay me.

Gym was busy tonight, upped the cross trainer a level so am now on level 7 and managed 2minutes on treadmill at incline:6 and speed:6. Half considering doing 3 reps of 10 on the weight machine things now. Starting to get easier.

Food: ham/mozzerella/salad cream salad, French Fries, maltesers, half a salami and emmental sandwich, 1 croissant, pork, mashed potato, yorkshire puddings, green beans, carrots, 2 teaspoons apple sauce, gravy

Exercise: Gym.

slowly going down....

So much for my aim of losing 3lbs a week! So far I've lost 2lbs in 2weeks. Still, at least it's going down. Must stay positive.

Huge thunder and lightning at 3am, so was awake for an hour or so. Was right overhead for ages. NeedyKitten was astounded.

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Started the discussions...seems new website isnt being launched till March which reassures me slightly. What with owners announcements that M2, M3 and me had till August to impress him, I was getting a little worried that he would be expecting something by September at the latest. Thankfully I was wrong! Also need to come up with a name. This has also shocked me - rather assumed it would just be 'FatBloaters Work Websites Online Shop'....

Felt really shit just after lunch. Speech went...odd...eyesight blurred and I started to shake. Didnt feel right all afternoon really but by 5pm-ish I felt ok. Havent gone swimming. Not only was OH preturbed by shakey fit, there is also the bike race in the town, so hell on earth to get through. Plus the alarm wouldnt set (great - the first time I ever set it, it shags up) so we didnt get home till 7.30pm. D thinks its cos I havent had a day off for ages. He could be right. Was quite shocked though to notice that I only have 2 more days until my weekend off. Feels like forever.

I feel a bit crap now, tbh, but think its cos I'm just podged. Hope it thunders again...Just not enough to wake me up this time. In fact, I hope it thunders while we're at work tomorrow.

Nan seems better, should be out of hospital on Friday.

Food: homemade garlic bread, pasta, carbonara sauce, 1 almond croissant, 1 plain croissant, 1 ham & pie d'angloys ciabatta, salad (ham/salad cream/mozzerella), French Fries (6 precious calories less than Quavers!) and a packet maltesers, half bottle Echo Falls.

Exercise: Nothing :S

Tomorrow the online stuff starts being planned for real. I still don't know where to start.

Iffy day at work. Did lots but not very much at all. Learnt the banking, it's all done on SAGE but it went in one ear and out the other.

Planned to eat cereal for tea, but was so hungry by the time I finished swimming we're having chicken and garlic bread instead. Was fun going with S - she made me swim quicker I'm sure and it didnt seem to take nearly as long as it does when I go on my own.

Things to think about stocking online: Kookamunga catnip, better cat toys (Ancol?), blingy collars and leads...Maybe use staff pets? NeedyKittens favourite product is...: etc. Need to work out how to sell wormers etc too. So badly want this to be a success.

Food: 1 bowl fruit and fibre, half a slice toast, 1 ham and pie d'angloys sandwich, ham/mozzerella/salad cream salad, 2 slices bread, 1 mini Yorkie, packet maltesers, quavers, limey chicken, homemade garlic bread, 1 skinny cow ice cream

Exercise: 40 lengths in pool