Saturday 5 January 2008

Regrets?

I've had a few...

1, I wish I had started WW in November 2006, instead of trying on my own. I'd (hopefully) be a couple of stone further on, and as my mother keeps pointing out, I'm not getting any younger.

2, I wish I had never got to this stage in the first place. Told OH today that while I've been together, I have been 22 stone. He almost DIED.

3, I wish I had tried harder, before now, at everything.

4, I wish I wasnt so blase with money.

5, I wish I had tried hard with The Pony.

So there we have it.

However:

1, Despite my best attempts occasionally, I am in rude health.

2, I am trying, not hard enough seemingly sometimes, but I AM trying to lose weight now.

3, Despite not having tried as hard as I could have, I've not done too badly for myself now.

4, I am ALMOST debt free

5, Well...She's in a good home now, and loving her was never my problem.

Then part of me wonders...is it all worth it? TBH, I'm only doing this so I can have pretty wedding pictures and be a normal size. I hope (fingerscrossed) to have kids at some point - I know, I must be crazy... and thats another figure ruiner. Is it worth it? I know it is, but I'm having wine and a 'snot fair' evening.

OH has said he'd buy my some underwear sets in the bravissimo sale (so romantic).... Never thought I'd be the type to have/wear sets... No one looks at it, right? But it feels so much better to be co-ordinating... (Am I destined to be a DQ after all?)

About Me

I am FB *waves*. 27/F/UK. Fed up of being fat so have decided to make myself an online diary of how its going. Also probably featured within this here blog is my OH, my NeedyKitten and work, which is a petshop.