Right, I think I am lacking some focus.
Weight: I would like to be sub 14stone (again :rolleyes: ) by February 28th. This gives me 5 weeks to acheive that. SHOULD be doable. Should.
Debt: I would like to have my credit card paid off (again :rolleyes: ) by January 30th. I should do it, I don't THINK I have any huge bills going out, having said that I haven't opened my phone bill yet. So, credit card paid off...then can start on work account and then building Mollys account back up. Again :rolleyes: Although I appear to be having a lesson with V next week now (not entirely sure how much that will be...) and Mollys feet are due 10th February.
So. Those are the hopes.
Plans? They sort of amount to the same, essentially, get thin and debt free. I have my money pot to break at some point...God knows how much is in it, it's only half full, but I did go through a stage of sticking £5/10 notes in it. Clearly this was before Mol came home. I've just had a poke about in it but it is still defiantly only half full. I've bene thinking and I could possibly stand to ebay a couple of rugs....a numnah....a hackamore....horsewise anyway. I still have a shit load of videos and books and clothes I need to get rid of, clear some space. The idea of a car boot is still tempting, but it is the potential to be a lot of hassle for about £60. I need to pay for the rugs to be cleaned and potentially repaired too though, which is irritating. Maybe I should hang onto them till September, when both card & work account SHOULD be clear, and do it then?
I need to hang onto the feeling I had yesterday when I FELT so skinny and my clothes felt loose etc...I miss that feeling and I want it back. January is such a rubbish month. I think I'm going to try and keep this month to NOT putting weight back on, NOT accumulating more debt and then make a more concerted effort in February as the days get longer still and everythings a bit less of a hassle.
I want to ride more, but I hate the top yard school with the biggest passion in the world and it's still too dark to hack in the mornings before work. I can't wait till there's space on the bottom yard so I can ride either before or after work - lights, nice arena etc... I think if I get to the yard for 6.45 I'll have time to ride down and use the school before work...Depends on the light really I guess although there's no real road work, just the potential of her being a shit head on the way down there. Tam has suggested we start running on a Monday evening again so that will be good if we do. Sometimes I like to run alone, but I DO like the competitiveness of running with other people too.
This time next year, I will be thin, I'll be divorced, the house will be finished, I will be having oodles of fun with a FatHorse and I will NOT be in debt.
2010... My absolute limit. If I'm not there then, I never will do it.
