I don't know why I am letting myself get so wound up over shavings of all things. Breathe.....
Hmmm.
Had a moment earlier. You know, general self hatred et al. I seem over it now. I am getting increasingly jealous though. I am pleased certain people aren't coming to the Christmas party now because I was paranoid before over what is/was said etc. At least I'm now only being paranoid while I'm sober. If I was drunk I might attempt to act on it.
Diet is not going well. Christmas chocolates have started to arrive and I have started to eat them.
Mmmm, chocolate. Mmmmm, losing my boyfriend. Must stop eating aforementioned chocolate.
