The definitive in Bad Food Days today.
Chocolates, squirty cream, battered sausages and chips for lunch. Chinese takeaway and wine for tea.
Work was shit. If it had been a normal day, with normal amounts of staff on then it would have been a Busy day, but with ALL of us there, well....I probably could have found more to do but I spent most of the day arguing with OH, playing on Facebook and chatting on MSN. Such a good example to set.
I'm feeling :) though as I have managed to pay back a debt which is about 4, maybe five years old, with interest.
Reminising now about bands, back in the day.... :sigh: I miss being 17 sometimes. I do feel old tonight.
Saturday, 22 December 2007
Thursday, 20 December 2007
busybusybusy
Work has been manic today - got sat down for the very first time at 2.30pm. Still, it's all good, although still no hint of a bonus - I'm still whinging about that. And we're being paid 3 weeks at once tomorrow, so will need to budget properly (I know thats still more often than most people get paid, but I've been paid weekly for the last 2.5 years!!) in order for me not to run out of money.
Went to the gym tonight (although was sorely tempted to give it a miss, was so tired). Am going to go again tomorrow in the day and that will be it till the new year! Must buy a new sports bra - monoboob MINGS. Would really like some new trackie bottoms...but will wait until hips are smaller.
Fat Fighters curry again tonight. I do like it, the raita makes it so much yummier. Shame the raita alone is 4 points though.
I feel like I have so much to do tomorrow, but in reality it boils down to 'go to gym, buy some gift tags, tidy up, do some washing, put tree up'.
Thought of so much to blog earlier. Can I now? Clearly not.
Went to the gym tonight (although was sorely tempted to give it a miss, was so tired). Am going to go again tomorrow in the day and that will be it till the new year! Must buy a new sports bra - monoboob MINGS. Would really like some new trackie bottoms...but will wait until hips are smaller.
Fat Fighters curry again tonight. I do like it, the raita makes it so much yummier. Shame the raita alone is 4 points though.
I feel like I have so much to do tomorrow, but in reality it boils down to 'go to gym, buy some gift tags, tidy up, do some washing, put tree up'.
Thought of so much to blog earlier. Can I now? Clearly not.
Wednesday, 19 December 2007
I think I'm getting the hang of this....
Being Organised, that is.
Shame it's so I can be lazy and so all I have to do in the morning is wake up, roll out of bed, get dressed and drink my coffee :rolleyes: Gym bag packed (I feel about 13, saying that) and by my clothes and handbag. Instead of leaving my hair to dry naturally/going to bed with it wet I have dried it. Contemplated straightening it, but suspect that the straightness would have dropped out by morning. Lunch is ready and Fat Fighters pointed. Just need to wrap the last 3 presents, and I'll be so organised even I'll hate me.
Not so good with food today. Well, the sweetie tin was right next to me, and open and it would have been rude not to. Gone over points too, erk. No self control. So I wont have made my personal target of being in the 15's by January. Arse. Nor my target of 3 inches by January :grumps:
Went to gym again tonight. Harder work, but was with Friend and she kept making me laugh. Will go tomorrow and Friday and then I can eat :ahem: slightly more of what I wouldnt normally next week without feeling overly guilty. No chance of getting to the gym over Christmas anyway.
Re ponies.... May go ride the ayrab anyway. Any riding is better than no riding and as I was told -see, I do listen- it will improve core strength etc and can always count towards points. And who knows what might happen?
Fat Fighters curry again for next 2 days to make sure I stay within points. Nearly Christmas though....
Shame it's so I can be lazy and so all I have to do in the morning is wake up, roll out of bed, get dressed and drink my coffee :rolleyes: Gym bag packed (I feel about 13, saying that) and by my clothes and handbag. Instead of leaving my hair to dry naturally/going to bed with it wet I have dried it. Contemplated straightening it, but suspect that the straightness would have dropped out by morning. Lunch is ready and Fat Fighters pointed. Just need to wrap the last 3 presents, and I'll be so organised even I'll hate me.
Not so good with food today. Well, the sweetie tin was right next to me, and open and it would have been rude not to. Gone over points too, erk. No self control. So I wont have made my personal target of being in the 15's by January. Arse. Nor my target of 3 inches by January :grumps:
Went to gym again tonight. Harder work, but was with Friend and she kept making me laugh. Will go tomorrow and Friday and then I can eat :ahem: slightly more of what I wouldnt normally next week without feeling overly guilty. No chance of getting to the gym over Christmas anyway.
Re ponies.... May go ride the ayrab anyway. Any riding is better than no riding and as I was told -see, I do listen- it will improve core strength etc and can always count towards points. And who knows what might happen?
Fat Fighters curry again for next 2 days to make sure I stay within points. Nearly Christmas though....
Tuesday, 18 December 2007
Someone tell me what to do...?
Ponies. Again. There's another tantrum incoming.... :rolleyes:
Mentioned to someone who comes into the shop today that I was really missing ponies and I wanted to ride again, did she know what TheLocalRidingSchool was like? Said not to worry about that and to go up to hers and she would teach me if I wanted. She's nice, but pikeyish in a posh way (if that makes sense) and I dont *quite* trust her. Nothing I can put my finger on, but on the face of things I do like her.
Then someone else came in, said dont go to her, she wins, she looks successful but only ever buys ponies someone else has brought on for her, so looks more accomplished than she is. Still with me? They suggested AnotherRidingSchool. Now, I've seen 2 riders from there and 1 horse. Neither rider is a good advert and neither was the horse. But I would normally trust his opinion.
So I may just give up all ideas of riding again until I'm 14 stone (April, May time?) and go to TheLocalRidingSchool before maybe thinking of one on loan again. I've been thinking about having a horse again - part of me is convinced if I am better with my money this time around (you know, budget...) and maybe get a sharer then things would all be ok. But with that, the extension/redecorating etc... I can just see myself having to sell/give back before long. And what if I have another crisis of confidence?
Have been good today, only half a chocolate chip shortbread biscuit - gave it back cos it really didnt taste how it looked, and have turned down all Bad Things at work :D AND been to the gym. Going again tomorrow. Accidentally had the work setting on the treadmill on 90seconds so got off rather red faced, but feel ok.
It's nearly Christmas, I cannot wait....
Mentioned to someone who comes into the shop today that I was really missing ponies and I wanted to ride again, did she know what TheLocalRidingSchool was like? Said not to worry about that and to go up to hers and she would teach me if I wanted. She's nice, but pikeyish in a posh way (if that makes sense) and I dont *quite* trust her. Nothing I can put my finger on, but on the face of things I do like her.
Then someone else came in, said dont go to her, she wins, she looks successful but only ever buys ponies someone else has brought on for her, so looks more accomplished than she is. Still with me? They suggested AnotherRidingSchool. Now, I've seen 2 riders from there and 1 horse. Neither rider is a good advert and neither was the horse. But I would normally trust his opinion.
So I may just give up all ideas of riding again until I'm 14 stone (April, May time?) and go to TheLocalRidingSchool before maybe thinking of one on loan again. I've been thinking about having a horse again - part of me is convinced if I am better with my money this time around (you know, budget...) and maybe get a sharer then things would all be ok. But with that, the extension/redecorating etc... I can just see myself having to sell/give back before long. And what if I have another crisis of confidence?
Have been good today, only half a chocolate chip shortbread biscuit - gave it back cos it really didnt taste how it looked, and have turned down all Bad Things at work :D AND been to the gym. Going again tomorrow. Accidentally had the work setting on the treadmill on 90seconds so got off rather red faced, but feel ok.
It's nearly Christmas, I cannot wait....
Monday, 17 December 2007
As predicted....
4lbs on :bawling: Hopefully that fact I'm so upset and annoyed will mean I can get back on track this week. Will have Fat Fighters curry tonight and tomorrow.
Although.... I've eaten chocolate all week, had that bacon sandwich on Friday, 2 ham sandwiches and a big meal and 1.5 bottles of wine Saturday night, then half a bottle of champagne, roast lamb and nibbly bits last night. So it's obvious why I've gained, it just pisses me off that I'm playing catch up this month.
I know it's my own fault. Will be going to the gym today, either on my own or with S, asked her to text me and let me know what she was planning. Sadly I've lost my phone, so I have no idea whats happening at the minute.
Alarm for work went off twice last night, false alarm both times.
Must get myself motivated, lots to do today, including a waitrose trip (again...). Must get OHs presents wrapped too. Got most of them done yesterday, just his mums to wrap for the 'not us' people. Cats were a major irritant, might lock them in the bathroom today lol.
So cross with myself. I feel guilty too....when the first alarm went off, I sent a text to everyone saying 'please please please dont put things on the bins when you bring in....They drop and it sets the alarm off. Thankfully it was now [6pm] and not 3am when I would have been REALLY cross lol! Well done for a great weekend though everyone, see you Tuesday' and got no response at all from 2 of them and a shitty one off the third. I did text round again pointing out I wasnt getting at anyone, and I was proud of everyone for the way they've worked this weekend, but still. We have asked them not to do it. Anyway, is all redundant cos it turns out that the alarm sensor isnt working. Fabulous. Can't find my phone though for a second apology :rolleyes:
Ah well, must shift the lardy arse. You know, do something...on my third day off and havent acheived anything.
Although.... I've eaten chocolate all week, had that bacon sandwich on Friday, 2 ham sandwiches and a big meal and 1.5 bottles of wine Saturday night, then half a bottle of champagne, roast lamb and nibbly bits last night. So it's obvious why I've gained, it just pisses me off that I'm playing catch up this month.
I know it's my own fault. Will be going to the gym today, either on my own or with S, asked her to text me and let me know what she was planning. Sadly I've lost my phone, so I have no idea whats happening at the minute.
Alarm for work went off twice last night, false alarm both times.
Must get myself motivated, lots to do today, including a waitrose trip (again...). Must get OHs presents wrapped too. Got most of them done yesterday, just his mums to wrap for the 'not us' people. Cats were a major irritant, might lock them in the bathroom today lol.
So cross with myself. I feel guilty too....when the first alarm went off, I sent a text to everyone saying 'please please please dont put things on the bins when you bring in....They drop and it sets the alarm off. Thankfully it was now [6pm] and not 3am when I would have been REALLY cross lol! Well done for a great weekend though everyone, see you Tuesday' and got no response at all from 2 of them and a shitty one off the third. I did text round again pointing out I wasnt getting at anyone, and I was proud of everyone for the way they've worked this weekend, but still. We have asked them not to do it. Anyway, is all redundant cos it turns out that the alarm sensor isnt working. Fabulous. Can't find my phone though for a second apology :rolleyes:
Ah well, must shift the lardy arse. You know, do something...on my third day off and havent acheived anything.
Sunday, 16 December 2007
Bollocks to Fat Fighters
I've given up for this month, I have no self control at all.
Last night was great, ended up getting drunk - nicely drunk, not like last time - remembered my make up and got loads of lovely comments! Was a lovely night.OH and I went up to the hill afterwards.
Got up this morning and wandered down to the farmers market - wore the pink Joules jacket I bought ages ago and then have never worn because it was tight round my tummy. Well, it's still tight, but not so tight I was embarrassed to go out in public in it! Saw a really lovely mounted photo of SmallTown, taken from where we were last night, so have bought it for OH as it's our 2 year anniversary today. Also saw a gardening kit so got that for OHs mum for either her birthday or Christmas.
Really should start wrapping presents and not be playing on Facebook.
Last night was great, ended up getting drunk - nicely drunk, not like last time - remembered my make up and got loads of lovely comments! Was a lovely night.OH and I went up to the hill afterwards.
Got up this morning and wandered down to the farmers market - wore the pink Joules jacket I bought ages ago and then have never worn because it was tight round my tummy. Well, it's still tight, but not so tight I was embarrassed to go out in public in it! Saw a really lovely mounted photo of SmallTown, taken from where we were last night, so have bought it for OH as it's our 2 year anniversary today. Also saw a gardening kit so got that for OHs mum for either her birthday or Christmas.
Really should start wrapping presents and not be playing on Facebook.
Saturday, 15 December 2007
Definately a gaining week
Went to town (inc gym, yay me), but also went to the butchers for ham for OH. Couldnt resist a hot ham sandwich. Then I got home and couldnt resist a ham & pie d'angloys sandwich....And then theres the meal (and alcohol...) tonight. :sigh:
Have done bugger all, all day and it's been fab. Just need a way for tummy to unbloat ready for The Dress. Typical.
Also have to attempt false nails again. could be, um, a disaster.
At least I wont get so pissed I'll forget my make up this time.
Have done bugger all, all day and it's been fab. Just need a way for tummy to unbloat ready for The Dress. Typical.
Also have to attempt false nails again. could be, um, a disaster.
At least I wont get so pissed I'll forget my make up this time.
Friday, 14 December 2007
Really shitty day
Today really shows why I ended up at the weight I did. Really am in the Food-Horrors now.
It didnt start so well when I didnt get to sleep till gone midnight. Then another call from the alarm at 3.03am. Again a false alarm, but the engineer didnt get out till 4am so by the time he had sorted everything and signed the job off etc it was 5am. Made the fatal mistake of going back to bed when we got home and now feel, I'm sure, a billion times worse.
Then, to make a shitty day just that bit worse, we had Pedigree, 15 pallets of horse feed and 5 pallets of SEJ in today. Plus the normal shop busy-ness.
So, um, I've eaten. Had a bacon, egg, mushroom and brown sauce sandwich at breakfast (the best thing I think I've eaten in MONTHS), then chocolates, biscuits, crumpets (I've sent OH on a SmallTown wide search for Warburtons crumpets - must be Warburtons)all in addition to my lunch and tea. Am craving chinese takeaway but OH has refused.
My SS present turned up this morning. Not quite what I expected. Have inadvertently bought a grotty old LP. Oops.
Also having wine tonight. Supreme lack of self control and I will be furious on Monday when I dont lose much, but right now, I dont care.
It didnt start so well when I didnt get to sleep till gone midnight. Then another call from the alarm at 3.03am. Again a false alarm, but the engineer didnt get out till 4am so by the time he had sorted everything and signed the job off etc it was 5am. Made the fatal mistake of going back to bed when we got home and now feel, I'm sure, a billion times worse.
Then, to make a shitty day just that bit worse, we had Pedigree, 15 pallets of horse feed and 5 pallets of SEJ in today. Plus the normal shop busy-ness.
So, um, I've eaten. Had a bacon, egg, mushroom and brown sauce sandwich at breakfast (the best thing I think I've eaten in MONTHS), then chocolates, biscuits, crumpets (I've sent OH on a SmallTown wide search for Warburtons crumpets - must be Warburtons)all in addition to my lunch and tea. Am craving chinese takeaway but OH has refused.
My SS present turned up this morning. Not quite what I expected. Have inadvertently bought a grotty old LP. Oops.
Also having wine tonight. Supreme lack of self control and I will be furious on Monday when I dont lose much, but right now, I dont care.
Thursday, 13 December 2007
still podged
Dont think I'll hit my target of being in 15's by January 1st. Bullied OH into agreeing to take pictures of me every month, wearing the same clothes each time. Maybe then I might see some difference?
Gym tonight, was HARD work. Dont think I did the squats properly, or the situps really and I did the upper body perhaps too quick to really work. Dont know why it was such hard work, wasnt especially busy really. Going to be a Warehouse Wench again tomorrow, more exercise, weee! Still undecided about going to the gym or not. Will see how I feel, then maybe go Saturday if I dont go tomorrow night.
Cant believe it's nearly Christmas. I dont feel festive at all. Am going to be caught out....All presents are bought, but no cards. Who will bet I'll either write them in a panic Christmas Eve, or just not bother?
Just weighed FatKitten. He really is a fatboy....13lbs. Must be all the kitten food he is pilfering. T'Other one is quite happy eating HIS breed specific food so what do you do? :lol:
Off out for a meal on Saturday night, which I am perfectly sure will end up being a drunken night out. Thankfully not in Leeds and I shant be allowed to be an Embarrassment like I was at the party the other week.
Credit cards mostly working today. CCMan had bought his airgun, so when one of The Staff broke my coffee mug [fuming] I brandished it crazily (the safety was on....) then in a moment of utter boredom - no jobs, customers, anything, I took it outside and shot some old paint tins. I REALLY WANT ONE. I suspect I may end up being inadvertently dangerous though.
Just finished reading a book about armed police. Part of me would LOVE the 'coolness' of being able to shout 'ARMED POLICE! Put the gun down, motherfucker!' while the other part is in real awe of what they do. Book was fascinating. The courage they have is mindblowing.
There was biscuits and Haribo at work today. This is why I fear for my target :rolleyes:
Gym tonight, was HARD work. Dont think I did the squats properly, or the situps really and I did the upper body perhaps too quick to really work. Dont know why it was such hard work, wasnt especially busy really. Going to be a Warehouse Wench again tomorrow, more exercise, weee! Still undecided about going to the gym or not. Will see how I feel, then maybe go Saturday if I dont go tomorrow night.
Cant believe it's nearly Christmas. I dont feel festive at all. Am going to be caught out....All presents are bought, but no cards. Who will bet I'll either write them in a panic Christmas Eve, or just not bother?
Just weighed FatKitten. He really is a fatboy....13lbs. Must be all the kitten food he is pilfering. T'Other one is quite happy eating HIS breed specific food so what do you do? :lol:
Off out for a meal on Saturday night, which I am perfectly sure will end up being a drunken night out. Thankfully not in Leeds and I shant be allowed to be an Embarrassment like I was at the party the other week.
Credit cards mostly working today. CCMan had bought his airgun, so when one of The Staff broke my coffee mug [fuming] I brandished it crazily (the safety was on....) then in a moment of utter boredom - no jobs, customers, anything, I took it outside and shot some old paint tins. I REALLY WANT ONE. I suspect I may end up being inadvertently dangerous though.
Just finished reading a book about armed police. Part of me would LOVE the 'coolness' of being able to shout 'ARMED POLICE! Put the gun down, motherfucker!' while the other part is in real awe of what they do. Book was fascinating. The courage they have is mindblowing.
There was biscuits and Haribo at work today. This is why I fear for my target :rolleyes:
Wednesday, 12 December 2007
Podged
Fat Fighters curry :hail: Just as well, as I ODd on the chocolate orange sweets the Hills rep brought. No gym tonight as I became a Warehouse Wench with W today as he had a few big deliveries to do. Was knackered and stripped down to only 3 layers.
Architect came this morning. Very positive, didnt think we'd have a problem with planning and gave us a good idea about maximising space in the upstairs bedroom and hopefully not losing too much space in total.
Work wasnt too bad. Man from computer systems came in, broke the credit card machines then buggered off, and then made me stay 2 hours after we'd closed in order to fix it. Coming back tomorrow. More hassle.
Part of me hopes we stay this busy (had lunch at 4.30) the other is desperately spinking for new staff in the new year.
Feel fat tonight. And tired. Architect also said we shouldnt have a problem with the planning - yay!
Architect came this morning. Very positive, didnt think we'd have a problem with planning and gave us a good idea about maximising space in the upstairs bedroom and hopefully not losing too much space in total.
Work wasnt too bad. Man from computer systems came in, broke the credit card machines then buggered off, and then made me stay 2 hours after we'd closed in order to fix it. Coming back tomorrow. More hassle.
Part of me hopes we stay this busy (had lunch at 4.30) the other is desperately spinking for new staff in the new year.
Feel fat tonight. And tired. Architect also said we shouldnt have a problem with the planning - yay!
Tuesday, 11 December 2007
sleeeeeppppppyyyyyyy
Who needs kids? Cats woke us up again about 4am. So now I am vvvv tired.
Am struggling now with Fat Fighters, I think. I can't decide if it's cos its December and I'm surrounded by Christmas temptation, the novelty has finally worn off, or the diminishing points are starting to show but it's been really really hard. I've been so hungry the past 2 weeks and it's HARD.... Bah.
So, worked today, kept busy...Had a managers meeting...think we were all secretly hoping that we'd be getting a christmas bonus extra to the one we're on target for in January, but no go. Was counting on it too :( Not much else said really....felt a bit of a waste of time. Went to the gym afterwards and did full program. Yawned most of my way round. Going to have a night off tomorrow.
Architect coming round tomorrow morning so have had a super quick tidy up. Still looks a tip.
Nothing else to say really. Buit of a nothing day. Hungry which isnt helping (and yes, I've had my tea and there has been more creative pointing as well).
Am struggling now with Fat Fighters, I think. I can't decide if it's cos its December and I'm surrounded by Christmas temptation, the novelty has finally worn off, or the diminishing points are starting to show but it's been really really hard. I've been so hungry the past 2 weeks and it's HARD.... Bah.
So, worked today, kept busy...Had a managers meeting...think we were all secretly hoping that we'd be getting a christmas bonus extra to the one we're on target for in January, but no go. Was counting on it too :( Not much else said really....felt a bit of a waste of time. Went to the gym afterwards and did full program. Yawned most of my way round. Going to have a night off tomorrow.
Architect coming round tomorrow morning so have had a super quick tidy up. Still looks a tip.
Nothing else to say really. Buit of a nothing day. Hungry which isnt helping (and yes, I've had my tea and there has been more creative pointing as well).
Monday, 10 December 2007
Gold Stars
I have finally discovered how to get The Staff to work! Slightly wrong in that they're all over 18 and are being conned into working with the promise of gold stars and a tickable sheet of Things to Do. Has worked today. Who am I to argue? Lets see how it works in a few weeks.
Weigh in today - had put on 4lbs from yesterday, but as I had a somewhat abrupt wake up call ('Are you a keyholder for FBs work?' 'yes' 'Your intruder alarm is going off!') I leapt onto the scales, did the WI then ran. Well. Drove. A jumper had fallen off the lockers. So I've been at work since 7am.
So, work went well, everyone nice and busy. A nice lady asked to speak to the vet, bless her, she meant me. AMTRA really need to employ some more approachable staff, but never mind.
Gym tonight, did full program. Was much easier than Friday, but never mind. Still struggle on the arms and squats, although I *was* admiring how thin my legs looked as I did the squats. And I think I might be seeing some definition in the old arms. That obviously could be delusion, but I live in hope.
Half a bottle of wine tonight, creatively pointed so to enable it, but it's all good. Must be good this week though. I so want to lose weight and be in the 15s by new year. How about that? start the new year 5 stone less than I started it. Thats something I didnt think I'd be saying now.
Facebook is addictive. Am doing a FIENDISHLY difficult puzzle. Oh how the might have fallen, I used to be quite cool once....
Weigh in today - had put on 4lbs from yesterday, but as I had a somewhat abrupt wake up call ('Are you a keyholder for FBs work?' 'yes' 'Your intruder alarm is going off!') I leapt onto the scales, did the WI then ran. Well. Drove. A jumper had fallen off the lockers. So I've been at work since 7am.
So, work went well, everyone nice and busy. A nice lady asked to speak to the vet, bless her, she meant me. AMTRA really need to employ some more approachable staff, but never mind.
Gym tonight, did full program. Was much easier than Friday, but never mind. Still struggle on the arms and squats, although I *was* admiring how thin my legs looked as I did the squats. And I think I might be seeing some definition in the old arms. That obviously could be delusion, but I live in hope.
Half a bottle of wine tonight, creatively pointed so to enable it, but it's all good. Must be good this week though. I so want to lose weight and be in the 15s by new year. How about that? start the new year 5 stone less than I started it. Thats something I didnt think I'd be saying now.
Facebook is addictive. Am doing a FIENDISHLY difficult puzzle. Oh how the might have fallen, I used to be quite cool once....
Sunday, 9 December 2007
Ressurected
I am the resurrection and I am the light
I couldnt ever bring myself to hate you as Id like
Been a long time. Am shocked I remembered not only the password but also the log in.
Am still a member of FatClub and till now has been going well. I'm blaming Christmas and the resulting food/free stuff off reps. Have now lost 5 stone 10lbs since November last year. By August 1st 2008 I will (I will!) have lost 11stone. Half my bodyweight.
So whats changed since I last blogged.... I have new Uber-Job, still in the same place but am now one of the managers (M1 :cough: left). I still have tantrums daily about how unfair it all is.
I still whinge and moan that I'm not losing size quick enough. Going to the gym lots at the minute though.
The pony is almost-sold. She should belong to her new owner in the new year... and then will fund the house extension. Sigh. Grown up things. I cant wait till I get to 13stone and can ring up about riding lessons and start again.
Must buy christmas cards...
I couldnt ever bring myself to hate you as Id like
Been a long time. Am shocked I remembered not only the password but also the log in.
Am still a member of FatClub and till now has been going well. I'm blaming Christmas and the resulting food/free stuff off reps. Have now lost 5 stone 10lbs since November last year. By August 1st 2008 I will (I will!) have lost 11stone. Half my bodyweight.
So whats changed since I last blogged.... I have new Uber-Job, still in the same place but am now one of the managers (M1 :cough: left). I still have tantrums daily about how unfair it all is.
I still whinge and moan that I'm not losing size quick enough. Going to the gym lots at the minute though.
The pony is almost-sold. She should belong to her new owner in the new year... and then will fund the house extension. Sigh. Grown up things. I cant wait till I get to 13stone and can ring up about riding lessons and start again.
Must buy christmas cards...
Saturday, 7 July 2007
Poor ignored blog....
Went to Harrogate today, bought lots of Lush stuff, some books and magazines, a card for Chris' dad and some weight watchers scales. Have stuck to it - ish for last 3 days...Portion sizes are slightly ambiguous though so am not sure if I'm doing it right. We're having pizza and garlic bread for tea, which I am desperate for!! But is 21 points of my 28 :S so have had cereal and tomatoes to eat today. Scales are very cool though. Were £60 reduced to £40 in Argos, so had them. Measures BMI, body water, body fat and age...Can have a password on it so Chris wouldnt be able to see my weight....Measures the oz's too, so will see any teeny bits of weight loss that happen!!
Am starving...am dreaming about this pizza...
Went to Harrogate today, bought lots of Lush stuff, some books and magazines, a card for Chris' dad and some weight watchers scales. Have stuck to it - ish for last 3 days...Portion sizes are slightly ambiguous though so am not sure if I'm doing it right. We're having pizza and garlic bread for tea, which I am desperate for!! But is 21 points of my 28 :S so have had cereal and tomatoes to eat today. Scales are very cool though. Were £60 reduced to £40 in Argos, so had them. Measures BMI, body water, body fat and age...Can have a password on it so Chris wouldnt be able to see my weight....Measures the oz's too, so will see any teeny bits of weight loss that happen!!
Am starving...am dreaming about this pizza...
Thursday, 5 July 2007
My head hurts
Oppsy....Didnt think I was THAT drunk last night.
Anyway. Day one of FatClub. Yesterday has already put me 7.5points over my weekly total :S. New weigh in day is now Mondays. Am going to have breakfast this morning, despite the fact I feel sick :S but have just done half an hour on the bike.
Been looking at FC site - by the looks of things I should only do 6points worth of evercise a week...My cycling was 2.5 :unsure: Was planning on going to the gym tonight...Perhaps it was a day. (edit - was wrong on all counts...daily exercise allowance is 4 points. hmm)
I really do feel poorly this morning. Was up and wide awake at 5am which I'm sure won;t have helped.
Just eating cornflakes...30g is MINISCULE. Would appear my previous cereal bowls have been about 100g...Hence about 400calories! Oops.
Food: crunchy nut cornflakes, semi skimmed milk, salad (ham/mozzerella/salad cream), french fries, 2 bananas, beef stew
Exercise: 30mins (300 calories) on bike
Anyway. Day one of FatClub. Yesterday has already put me 7.5points over my weekly total :S. New weigh in day is now Mondays. Am going to have breakfast this morning, despite the fact I feel sick :S but have just done half an hour on the bike.
Been looking at FC site - by the looks of things I should only do 6points worth of evercise a week...My cycling was 2.5 :unsure: Was planning on going to the gym tonight...Perhaps it was a day. (edit - was wrong on all counts...daily exercise allowance is 4 points. hmm)
I really do feel poorly this morning. Was up and wide awake at 5am which I'm sure won;t have helped.
Just eating cornflakes...30g is MINISCULE. Would appear my previous cereal bowls have been about 100g...Hence about 400calories! Oops.
Food: crunchy nut cornflakes, semi skimmed milk, salad (ham/mozzerella/salad cream), french fries, 2 bananas, beef stew
Exercise: 30mins (300 calories) on bike
Wednesday, 4 July 2007
what Have I done...
Have just joined FatClub online....Decided it was slightly less drastic (and cheaper) than Lipotrim. Also subscribing to the magazine. To celebrate am eating badly and drinking wine.
Food: 1 slice toast, 3 ham & pie d'angloys sandwiches, 1 muller light crunchy corner, packet french fries, pasta & carbonara sauce, homemade garlic ciabatta, half a bottle rose wine
Exercise: none
Food: 1 slice toast, 3 ham & pie d'angloys sandwiches, 1 muller light crunchy corner, packet french fries, pasta & carbonara sauce, homemade garlic ciabatta, half a bottle rose wine
Exercise: none
Tuesday, 3 July 2007
:bawling:
I am SO going to get sacked soon. SAGE is just going straight in one ear and out the other.
M2 and SC I'm convinced are now having an affair...apparently she was sending him rude pics during work on Friday and was getting some off him in return!!! Ick, the thought is foul...I actually dont know how anyone can find her attractive. She has bad teeth, never washes, greasy hair, is just plain dirty, neglects her pets which she proclaims to love so much, is also seeing jack again I found out today...Told M2 and he looked like I'd hit him :unsure:
So, with SC allegedly on holiday, but still coming in, NotSoLovelyM being an arse and complaining and also has Nod in to see me, MrD is getting stroppy as nothing ever really goes his way bless him and I am finding it hard to cope with everything.
Food: 3 slices toast, 1 ham & pie d'angloys baguette, 1 ham & pie d'angloys sandwich, bag of Aero bubbles, packet French Fries, healthy eating muller corner, 4 fingers shortbread, half a small toberlone bar, 2 rectangles clotted cream ice cream, pilau rice, limey chicken, home made garlic ciabatta
Exercise: swimming (40 lengths)
M2 and SC I'm convinced are now having an affair...apparently she was sending him rude pics during work on Friday and was getting some off him in return!!! Ick, the thought is foul...I actually dont know how anyone can find her attractive. She has bad teeth, never washes, greasy hair, is just plain dirty, neglects her pets which she proclaims to love so much, is also seeing jack again I found out today...Told M2 and he looked like I'd hit him :unsure:
So, with SC allegedly on holiday, but still coming in, NotSoLovelyM being an arse and complaining and also has Nod in to see me, MrD is getting stroppy as nothing ever really goes his way bless him and I am finding it hard to cope with everything.
Food: 3 slices toast, 1 ham & pie d'angloys baguette, 1 ham & pie d'angloys sandwich, bag of Aero bubbles, packet French Fries, healthy eating muller corner, 4 fingers shortbread, half a small toberlone bar, 2 rectangles clotted cream ice cream, pilau rice, limey chicken, home made garlic ciabatta
Exercise: swimming (40 lengths)
Monday, 2 July 2007
Bad, foul, grumpy mood
Raaahhh!!
LovelyM has very quickly become UnLovelyM since he & Nod have been together. He is irritating, completely lovestruck and impossible to get to do anything. I wouldnt mind so much if he actually did some work, but....he really didnt. RAAAAAAH.
Have been so pissed off have eaten lots too. Oh well.
Came off period today, and still same weight so dreams of bleeding for a month then losing 10stone are wildly unreachable. Seems like Pill may have had nothing to do with it.
So tired, has been a really muggy hot close day which wont have helped my mood. Forklift training was cancelled cos man had kidney infection :(
Food: hot ham & crackling sandwich, strawberry bun, 2 slices salami & pie d'angloys, 4 jam tarts, 1 chicken & salad sandwich, french fries, muller crunchy corner yoghurt, 2 ham & pie d'angloys sandwiches, lots of Lindt chocolate, 1 almond croissant, raspberries
Exercise: Nothing
LovelyM has very quickly become UnLovelyM since he & Nod have been together. He is irritating, completely lovestruck and impossible to get to do anything. I wouldnt mind so much if he actually did some work, but....he really didnt. RAAAAAAH.
Have been so pissed off have eaten lots too. Oh well.
Came off period today, and still same weight so dreams of bleeding for a month then losing 10stone are wildly unreachable. Seems like Pill may have had nothing to do with it.
So tired, has been a really muggy hot close day which wont have helped my mood. Forklift training was cancelled cos man had kidney infection :(
Food: hot ham & crackling sandwich, strawberry bun, 2 slices salami & pie d'angloys, 4 jam tarts, 1 chicken & salad sandwich, french fries, muller crunchy corner yoghurt, 2 ham & pie d'angloys sandwiches, lots of Lindt chocolate, 1 almond croissant, raspberries
Exercise: Nothing
Sunday, 1 July 2007
hmmmmm
Tired, unmotivated and eating already. Havent weighed myself, dont dare lol. Really need to keep thinking about the online stuff but...so tired... The Hickstead Derby is on later, can't wait to see it. I may even go back to bed....
Entertained ideas of going to the gym for about 5 minutes, then decided against it and thought I might just use my pilates rowing thing, the bike, sit up machine and spinny thing (all of which I have ignored recently..) while watching the Derby. Then S texted and asked if I wanted to go to the yard & gym later. So I did. Lunged her horse for a bit (I havent lunged for over a year :eek: !!!) then off we went to Aireborough....Didnt do a full programme. Straight onto the x-trainer for 15 minutes on level 7, then some weights...I did the leg weights pushing in I did 50kg and pushing out I did 40kg, so might start doing them all the time, also did seated row, arm press and leg press, then onto the treadmill for another 15minutes. At least I went...!!
Got back in time for the highlights of the whole Derby meeting, so did washing up, hoovering etc and finished just in time to sit in front of the Derby with my lunch. Simple things...
Food: 1 big bowl crunchy nut cornflakes, 2 ham & pie d'angloys sandwiches, 1 muller healthy corners yoghurt, roast chicken, mashed potatoes, yorkshire puddings, green beans, carrots, gravy, cranberry sauce, orangey solero ice cream, 1 jam tart.
Exercise: Gym
Entertained ideas of going to the gym for about 5 minutes, then decided against it and thought I might just use my pilates rowing thing, the bike, sit up machine and spinny thing (all of which I have ignored recently..) while watching the Derby. Then S texted and asked if I wanted to go to the yard & gym later. So I did. Lunged her horse for a bit (I havent lunged for over a year :eek: !!!) then off we went to Aireborough....Didnt do a full programme. Straight onto the x-trainer for 15 minutes on level 7, then some weights...I did the leg weights pushing in I did 50kg and pushing out I did 40kg, so might start doing them all the time, also did seated row, arm press and leg press, then onto the treadmill for another 15minutes. At least I went...!!
Got back in time for the highlights of the whole Derby meeting, so did washing up, hoovering etc and finished just in time to sit in front of the Derby with my lunch. Simple things...
Food: 1 big bowl crunchy nut cornflakes, 2 ham & pie d'angloys sandwiches, 1 muller healthy corners yoghurt, roast chicken, mashed potatoes, yorkshire puddings, green beans, carrots, gravy, cranberry sauce, orangey solero ice cream, 1 jam tart.
Exercise: Gym
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