Found my first grey hairs today :bawling:
Food: not great (again) - porridge, muller light, grapes, Lindt chocolates (what HAS OH done?). Tea is limey chicken & garlic bread, 1 bowl ben & jerrys ice cream.
Done 100mins on bike (1020calories)& 100 sit ups.
I should never have said that last night made me feel old.
Saturday, 24 March 2007
Friday, 23 March 2007
Meh
Bleeeehhhhhhh
SC all over M2 today. It is EMBARRASSING. He tried to get past her today and she stuck her arse out so he had to either be rude and tell her to move or squeeze by. Couldnt talk to him for more than 3 seconds before she muscled in, and if he called me, she went running :lol:
Ah well. I dont think she'll be getting married next year lol.
Food, not so good today, especially as today is an exercise day off, although I have done 50situps.
Food: salad (ham/mozzerella/salad cream), muller light yoghurt, smoothie, Lindt chocolate egg (YUM), pizza & garlic ciabatta, half bottle white zinfandel, 5 'gorgeous' chocolates, 1 shortbread & choc chip cookie, 1 cherry & pecan cookie.
Did not sleep well last night - kept waking up with a start cos I thought I was in my meeting with Owner and he kept giving me 1s for poor performance. Sigh. I want to write on this review thing that this IS my first managment job, but I dont think he'll see it that way. Either I'm ready for it or I'm not. I suspect the latter.
Bought OH Casino Royale on DVD for Valentines Day (pre-order) and he finally got it today, so we are watching that tonight, then bed for sleeps I think. He didnt sleep well last night either.
I'm getting old. This was the perfect night in. Pizza & garlic bread, eaten in the dark after a fabby Lush bath, with candles on the mantlepeice and the DVD on, having cuddles with OH. Either that or I've turned soft...
SC all over M2 today. It is EMBARRASSING. He tried to get past her today and she stuck her arse out so he had to either be rude and tell her to move or squeeze by. Couldnt talk to him for more than 3 seconds before she muscled in, and if he called me, she went running :lol:
Ah well. I dont think she'll be getting married next year lol.
Food, not so good today, especially as today is an exercise day off, although I have done 50situps.
Food: salad (ham/mozzerella/salad cream), muller light yoghurt, smoothie, Lindt chocolate egg (YUM), pizza & garlic ciabatta, half bottle white zinfandel, 5 'gorgeous' chocolates, 1 shortbread & choc chip cookie, 1 cherry & pecan cookie.
Did not sleep well last night - kept waking up with a start cos I thought I was in my meeting with Owner and he kept giving me 1s for poor performance. Sigh. I want to write on this review thing that this IS my first managment job, but I dont think he'll see it that way. Either I'm ready for it or I'm not. I suspect the latter.
Bought OH Casino Royale on DVD for Valentines Day (pre-order) and he finally got it today, so we are watching that tonight, then bed for sleeps I think. He didnt sleep well last night either.
I'm getting old. This was the perfect night in. Pizza & garlic bread, eaten in the dark after a fabby Lush bath, with candles on the mantlepeice and the DVD on, having cuddles with OH. Either that or I've turned soft...
Thursday, 22 March 2007
Sleepy & Unmotivated
Although, I say that, it's been an effort to get going this morning, but have so far done 100minutes on bike (completed 11.50am), 20 minutes with the rower and 100 situps.
Not dressed yet though LOL going to do last 20 minutes then jump in the bath.
My hair is horrid, it feels like straw and my skin is dry and chapped too. I hate the cold.
Got the 360Review forms last night - we have to EVERYONE. Big wibbles. Thought it would just be M1. Fuck. Won't get promotion when Owner sees what everyone else puts!!
Food: about 50 grapes (heh), salad (ham/mozzerella/salad cream) 1 muller light yoghurt. 1 smoothie 1 slice of ham. half a ham & pie d'angloys sandwich. Tea will be sausages, yorkshire pudding, mashed potato, carrots, brusells, gravy & mint sauce.
I'm REALLY hungry, and I dont think I've done that much to be so hungry....
Not dressed yet though LOL going to do last 20 minutes then jump in the bath.
My hair is horrid, it feels like straw and my skin is dry and chapped too. I hate the cold.
Got the 360Review forms last night - we have to EVERYONE. Big wibbles. Thought it would just be M1. Fuck. Won't get promotion when Owner sees what everyone else puts!!
Food: about 50 grapes (heh), salad (ham/mozzerella/salad cream) 1 muller light yoghurt. 1 smoothie 1 slice of ham. half a ham & pie d'angloys sandwich. Tea will be sausages, yorkshire pudding, mashed potato, carrots, brusells, gravy & mint sauce.
I'm REALLY hungry, and I dont think I've done that much to be so hungry....
Wednesday, 21 March 2007
Incomming.......tantrum!!
One measly pound. BUT I have drunk enough to call the navy in, eaten crisps, chocolate, sweets, tear and share and lemon tarts. I have not done more exercise. It's my own fault!
Swimming tonight and I have ANOTHER full blown cold again. Urgh.
I've decided against FatPills I think. I've lost a stone since I went to Drs I think, its just the size thing which upsets me now, but.... sigh. Patience I guess.
I'm very tired, I really didnt want to get up this morning.
:bawling: :bawling: :bawling: Have just measured myself. Last measured on 8th March, since then I have lost 2mm off right calf, almost a cm off right thigh, 2mm off left thigh, 2mm off waist, half an inch off under boobs :lol: half an inch off left & right arms, so I HAVE lost, BUT...
I have put ON an inch round my tummy and hips and on my boobs, therefore going up a bra size.
Fuck. What is the point?!?!?! Just as well I gave up on birthday target.
Food: Salad (ham/mozzerella/salad cream) Muller light, smoothie, 3 huge handfuls of grapes, 1 bowl pasta, cheese sauce, sausages and bacon.
Exercise: 150 situps, 40 minutes on rower, 10 minutes on twister, 48 lengths at the swimming pool.
And now onto the tantrum. This bungalow is tiny. Minute. We couldnt even swing NeedyKitten around if we tried. The only thing that has kept me living here (apart from OH of course) is the fact we could extend and redecorate and finally things could be clean and nice and ours. But now, thanks to Fat Twat and his budget and his 'only allow the chavs to succeed' mindset, we now cannot afford to do it. We can't even afford to just redecorate so have to put up with cooked in grime on the kitchen walls which have been up 30 years.
My mother will be horrified when she comes up.
Also puts paid to any idea of kids as not a chance in hell I would bring up kids in this house as it is.
I hate it, am sat here in tears because I hate it THAT MUCH and there's fuck all I can really do cos its not even my fucking house.
Another :bawling: - V just sent me a video of Nag and I MISS her. I dont miss any of the associated horse stuff, I just miss Nag.
I'm all teary and tantrummy now. I hate not having any money, I hate putting ON size when LOSING weight, I hate the fact I can't replace anything cos I have no money, I hate that this place is so cluttered, I hate that nothing major is officially mine, I hate everything.
Swimming tonight and I have ANOTHER full blown cold again. Urgh.
I've decided against FatPills I think. I've lost a stone since I went to Drs I think, its just the size thing which upsets me now, but.... sigh. Patience I guess.
I'm very tired, I really didnt want to get up this morning.
:bawling: :bawling: :bawling: Have just measured myself. Last measured on 8th March, since then I have lost 2mm off right calf, almost a cm off right thigh, 2mm off left thigh, 2mm off waist, half an inch off under boobs :lol: half an inch off left & right arms, so I HAVE lost, BUT...
I have put ON an inch round my tummy and hips and on my boobs, therefore going up a bra size.
Fuck. What is the point?!?!?! Just as well I gave up on birthday target.
Food: Salad (ham/mozzerella/salad cream) Muller light, smoothie, 3 huge handfuls of grapes, 1 bowl pasta, cheese sauce, sausages and bacon.
Exercise: 150 situps, 40 minutes on rower, 10 minutes on twister, 48 lengths at the swimming pool.
And now onto the tantrum. This bungalow is tiny. Minute. We couldnt even swing NeedyKitten around if we tried. The only thing that has kept me living here (apart from OH of course) is the fact we could extend and redecorate and finally things could be clean and nice and ours. But now, thanks to Fat Twat and his budget and his 'only allow the chavs to succeed' mindset, we now cannot afford to do it. We can't even afford to just redecorate so have to put up with cooked in grime on the kitchen walls which have been up 30 years.
My mother will be horrified when she comes up.
Also puts paid to any idea of kids as not a chance in hell I would bring up kids in this house as it is.
I hate it, am sat here in tears because I hate it THAT MUCH and there's fuck all I can really do cos its not even my fucking house.
Another :bawling: - V just sent me a video of Nag and I MISS her. I dont miss any of the associated horse stuff, I just miss Nag.
I'm all teary and tantrummy now. I hate not having any money, I hate putting ON size when LOSING weight, I hate the fact I can't replace anything cos I have no money, I hate that this place is so cluttered, I hate that nothing major is officially mine, I hate everything.
Tuesday, 20 March 2007
Cor blimey!
It's FREEZING! Mr Upstairs seems to have forgotten it's spring!
Off swimming with DWSarah in a bit....It's not going to be nice coming out, with wet hair etc...Be freezing.
Food wise, not so good. McCoys salt & vinegar crisps (256c :eek: ) ham/mozzerella/salad cream salad, muller light yoghurt, tea is pasta, bolognese sauce, mozzerella & garlic bread, 2 lemon tarts.
Done 100 sit ups. Did 30 lengths in pool. Grumble.
I know I said last week I wouldnt tantrum if I didnt lose anything this week, but :rolleyes: guess what :lol: I dont think I'm going to lose anything AND I'm pissed off about it. BUT....I have drunk a LOT and eaten crap this week, so my own fault.
I'm so tired....
Off swimming with DWSarah in a bit....It's not going to be nice coming out, with wet hair etc...Be freezing.
Food wise, not so good. McCoys salt & vinegar crisps (256c :eek: ) ham/mozzerella/salad cream salad, muller light yoghurt, tea is pasta, bolognese sauce, mozzerella & garlic bread, 2 lemon tarts.
Done 100 sit ups. Did 30 lengths in pool. Grumble.
I know I said last week I wouldnt tantrum if I didnt lose anything this week, but :rolleyes: guess what :lol: I dont think I'm going to lose anything AND I'm pissed off about it. BUT....I have drunk a LOT and eaten crap this week, so my own fault.
I'm so tired....
Monday, 19 March 2007
Not QUITE outcome I wanted, but not too shabby.....
Arse. Big Meeting tonight. M1 has been told to pull socks up and is only minor legalities which mean he still has his job. However. Not all bad news. He has a meeting with HUGE manager on Monday at 5pm, and also a 360 review, which is apparently where members of staff are asked to review his performance. Eek. Apparently his face dropped at that point as 'there has never NOT been someone sacked after one of them....' So he will be in a FOUL mood tomorrow, just as well I kicked staff butt (hehe) today and made damned sure the shop was left immaculate. He will be hard pressed to find something to shout at me about tomorrow. Hopefully. So, no nearer knowing whether I have a promotion or not....
Did an HOUR on the bike without getting off, so desperate was I to be distracted from Events :lol: Upshot is I am utterly buggered now :lol: but...only 40 minutes till I'm finished. DEFINATELY swimming with DWSarah tomorrow too (allegedly :lol: ) Have done 50 situps and have another 50 to do. Finished my situps AND a full 40mins on bike, so only done 2 sessions on it tonight. Yay me!
Food: Hmmm, not GREAT. Salad (chicken, mozzerella, cranberry sauce) Muller Light yoghurt, 1 smoothie, 1 Kinder Bueno, 1 chunk Dairy Milk, LOTS of Cola Cubes (small, sugary sweets), tea is same as last night, only with beans instead of brussels I think. Also 2 squares tear & share, 4 lemon tarts.
Kitten in foul mood this morning, and lemon meringue pie OHs mum bakes for us and WAS on kitchen unit ended up on floor opposite side of room. Little brat.
Did an HOUR on the bike without getting off, so desperate was I to be distracted from Events :lol: Upshot is I am utterly buggered now :lol: but...only 40 minutes till I'm finished. DEFINATELY swimming with DWSarah tomorrow too (allegedly :lol: ) Have done 50 situps and have another 50 to do. Finished my situps AND a full 40mins on bike, so only done 2 sessions on it tonight. Yay me!
Food: Hmmm, not GREAT. Salad (chicken, mozzerella, cranberry sauce) Muller Light yoghurt, 1 smoothie, 1 Kinder Bueno, 1 chunk Dairy Milk, LOTS of Cola Cubes (small, sugary sweets), tea is same as last night, only with beans instead of brussels I think. Also 2 squares tear & share, 4 lemon tarts.
Kitten in foul mood this morning, and lemon meringue pie OHs mum bakes for us and WAS on kitchen unit ended up on floor opposite side of room. Little brat.
Sunday, 18 March 2007
What A Day!!
The weather has been very odd. One minute blue skies, fluffy clouds, birds singing....blahblahblah. The next, SNOW!! Was complete whiteout about half hour ago.
Work...meh. SB had a tantrum at lunch time - 'Everyone hates me, I can't do anything right! It's so unfair!'. Was laughing at the Kevin-ness of it all. Also hoped he'd walk out in a strop, but no go.
Food and exercise....well its a bad one today. Only 30lengths in the pool cos I felt b.awful, and I swear I was going slower the harder I worked. Food: 1 square tear & share, 1 caramel egg, 1 muller light yoghurt, 1 smoothie (trying to increase my fruit intake), 1 ham/mozzerella/salad cream salad, roast chicken, mashed potatoes, yorkshire puddings, brussells, carrots, gravy, cranberry sauce. Very yum, but also :fat:
It's so cold. I have another cold coming on as well, which won't be helping - is also why I've started with the Innocent smoothies - bump up my fruit intake a bit.
Rung mum to say Happy Mothers Day. No idea what to get her, but won't be a problem in that I havent got her anything till after my birthday.
I'm kind of nearly 30 :bawling:
Work...meh. SB had a tantrum at lunch time - 'Everyone hates me, I can't do anything right! It's so unfair!'. Was laughing at the Kevin-ness of it all. Also hoped he'd walk out in a strop, but no go.
Food and exercise....well its a bad one today. Only 30lengths in the pool cos I felt b.awful, and I swear I was going slower the harder I worked. Food: 1 square tear & share, 1 caramel egg, 1 muller light yoghurt, 1 smoothie (trying to increase my fruit intake), 1 ham/mozzerella/salad cream salad, roast chicken, mashed potatoes, yorkshire puddings, brussells, carrots, gravy, cranberry sauce. Very yum, but also :fat:
It's so cold. I have another cold coming on as well, which won't be helping - is also why I've started with the Innocent smoothies - bump up my fruit intake a bit.
Rung mum to say Happy Mothers Day. No idea what to get her, but won't be a problem in that I havent got her anything till after my birthday.
I'm kind of nearly 30 :bawling:
Saturday, 17 March 2007
weight on, weight off....
Put on weight today, but not surprising after Thursday and yesterday.
Work Situation overshadowing everything and making me miserable, going to job centre later.
Meant to be going into H shopping, but can't get motivated. OH is still in bed.
Just done 500calories and 50 sit ups (11.35am) will do another 500&50, then 10minutes rowing and 10 minutes twisting when we get back.
4pm. Back from shopping, spent lots in Lush, went into Lakeland and bought a wall hanging with pockets so hopefully the cat will stop using my head as a spring board to get to the stand now....although I feel a bit guilty for taking away his SpiderSpotter. Also went into FatShop and came out without buying anything! Tried on some 26 jeans which fitted ok (SLIGHTLY tight) but means that dream of fitting into a 24 by my birthday is impossible. Tried on a size 20top too and shockingly it is only marginally too small :eek:
PPH website isnt working. Might secretly ring them in a bit.
Food: 1 Muller Light yoghurt, 1 baguette with ham & Pie d'angloys, 2 sections tear & share. Limey chicken and pilau rice, half a garlic ciabatta, half a bottle white wine.
Edit: 9.20pm.... completed my 1000calories (actually 1020 lol) and 50 situps, did twist for a bit, but not done any rowing. Going to have a bath and might do some when I get out. Dont feel like it though after that wine.
Work Situation overshadowing everything and making me miserable, going to job centre later.
Meant to be going into H shopping, but can't get motivated. OH is still in bed.
Just done 500calories and 50 sit ups (11.35am) will do another 500&50, then 10minutes rowing and 10 minutes twisting when we get back.
4pm. Back from shopping, spent lots in Lush, went into Lakeland and bought a wall hanging with pockets so hopefully the cat will stop using my head as a spring board to get to the stand now....although I feel a bit guilty for taking away his SpiderSpotter. Also went into FatShop and came out without buying anything! Tried on some 26 jeans which fitted ok (SLIGHTLY tight) but means that dream of fitting into a 24 by my birthday is impossible. Tried on a size 20top too and shockingly it is only marginally too small :eek:
PPH website isnt working. Might secretly ring them in a bit.
Food: 1 Muller Light yoghurt, 1 baguette with ham & Pie d'angloys, 2 sections tear & share. Limey chicken and pilau rice, half a garlic ciabatta, half a bottle white wine.
Edit: 9.20pm.... completed my 1000calories (actually 1020 lol) and 50 situps, did twist for a bit, but not done any rowing. Going to have a bath and might do some when I get out. Dont feel like it though after that wine.
Friday, 16 March 2007
I swear I could drink more when I weighed more....
4 bottles of wine, shared between 3, made me horribly, horribly pissed. Like verging on being sick pissed.
I have come to a decision re work - I shall give it another week, be job hunting all week and then if anything has come up from what I've applied for hand my notice in, if SC and or M1 not been sacked.
Food: porridge, 2 packets of quavers, 1 8 chunk whole nut, half a sausage and egg sandwich, 2 slices of ham, tea is pizza and garlic bread. No exercise yet.
Have just done 100situps with the abdotrim, some rowing and some twisting. I'm exhausted.
I have come to a decision re work - I shall give it another week, be job hunting all week and then if anything has come up from what I've applied for hand my notice in, if SC and or M1 not been sacked.
Food: porridge, 2 packets of quavers, 1 8 chunk whole nut, half a sausage and egg sandwich, 2 slices of ham, tea is pizza and garlic bread. No exercise yet.
Have just done 100situps with the abdotrim, some rowing and some twisting. I'm exhausted.
Thursday, 15 March 2007
blah
Well, now SC has moved onto Manager2. She clearly fancies pants off him and its quite embarrassing. Whats worse is he is married with a young lad and he positively encourages it.
Rah!
My new weightloss toys arrived today. I have to say now, I cant see me staying on it for long. The twister is quite fun, but the rowing thing is...boring. Have done 100situps (50 this morning, 50 this eve).
Food: salad (ham, mozzerella, salad cream), lemon muller light yoghurt, tea is mince, mashed potato, brusells, carrots, yorkshire puddings, gravy, mint sauce. 1 pancake with lemon & sugar. Going to friends house tonight so will have bottle of wine.
Been in an odd mood for last few days, I genuinely think its this whole business of not losing size. I am constantly close to tears, but without actually being in tears. Very odd.
Rah!
My new weightloss toys arrived today. I have to say now, I cant see me staying on it for long. The twister is quite fun, but the rowing thing is...boring. Have done 100situps (50 this morning, 50 this eve).
Food: salad (ham, mozzerella, salad cream), lemon muller light yoghurt, tea is mince, mashed potato, brusells, carrots, yorkshire puddings, gravy, mint sauce. 1 pancake with lemon & sugar. Going to friends house tonight so will have bottle of wine.
Been in an odd mood for last few days, I genuinely think its this whole business of not losing size. I am constantly close to tears, but without actually being in tears. Very odd.
Wednesday, 14 March 2007
What a week!!
HOW have I lost 4.5lbs in a week? Not complaining though!!
Swimming tonight and have done 50 situps on the abdotrim :lol:
Food: salad (ham/mozzerella/salad cream), Muller Light strawberry yoghurt, handful of grapes, bolognese sauce with pasta, half a costcutters baguette, 1 sticky toffee pudding muller light yoghurt.
Still in shock, although am upset I havent lost any SIZE to go with the 2 stone total gone so far... 28 days till my birthday, therefore 28 days to lose 5 inches. Lets be honest, it probably won't happen. But...it would be nice. Have asked my parents for Evans vouchers, so would like to spend them a/while they're here and b/ on clothes I might fit into for longer than 10 minutes...
Just swum a mile, I swear the more I go swimming the slower I get :unsure:
I'm going to be grown up and say as I've lost so much this week, I'll settle for not losing any next (but not GAINING it either). We know this is bollocks. Come next Tuesday I'll be moaning I havent lost any weight whatsoever.
Swimming tonight and have done 50 situps on the abdotrim :lol:
Food: salad (ham/mozzerella/salad cream), Muller Light strawberry yoghurt, handful of grapes, bolognese sauce with pasta, half a costcutters baguette, 1 sticky toffee pudding muller light yoghurt.
Still in shock, although am upset I havent lost any SIZE to go with the 2 stone total gone so far... 28 days till my birthday, therefore 28 days to lose 5 inches. Lets be honest, it probably won't happen. But...it would be nice. Have asked my parents for Evans vouchers, so would like to spend them a/while they're here and b/ on clothes I might fit into for longer than 10 minutes...
Just swum a mile, I swear the more I go swimming the slower I get :unsure:
I'm going to be grown up and say as I've lost so much this week, I'll settle for not losing any next (but not GAINING it either). We know this is bollocks. Come next Tuesday I'll be moaning I havent lost any weight whatsoever.
Tuesday, 13 March 2007
Shopping
Off to ChavShop in a bit, to buy a 'Twist Board with Refloxology Magnets' (you stand on it and twist from side to side and it has magnets for increased circulation, a massage action, improves balance and slim and tones abs, hips and thighs). Thinking of those 5 inches to lose before my birthday. Also buying an abdotrim, a pilates rowing action ab and back exerciser and some goggles. Cheaper at ChavShop than they are at the pool.
This will change my exercising slightly.... Will still swim 3 times a week, but maybe only cycle twice a week now, and then do 2 nights on the above.... No idea how you would work out calories burnt though. Hmm....
I'm very tired this morning, NeedyKitten woke me up at 5am, having dragged the lamb bone we had for tea from the bin onto our bed. Nice. Was not impressed at having his treasure taken off him and told me so for the next 3 hours. Sigh.
Arse. Just been to ChavShop, they only had the Abdotrim in. Have just built it and done 10 situps. It doesnt make you go very high and it seems rather flimsy.... Still, I felt it so must be doing something. Must work up to doing 50 at once. Hmmm, I have my credit card at the ready and ChavShop site up...if they will post instead of deliver I might just order off the site.... I am bad....I've just paid for them to be delivered. Oops. On the credit card, which is meant to be being paid off...
Managers had a word with SB today. Was rather hoping he'd have a fit and hand his notice in, but no go :( I'm such a bitch.
Food: Salad (ham, mozzerella, salad cream), a cherry Muller Light yoghurt, 5 handfuls of grapes. Tea was pasta with tomato sauce, sausages and mozzerella and a bowl of home made rice pudding with hundreds & thousands and maltesers. I am so podged...This WAS looking like a weight loss week again.
Just back from swimming - did 70 lengths in 75minutes - not bad, huh? Included a couple of breaks and trying to tie knots in the 'arms' of my costume so my tits didn't fall out LOL. Was lovely going in the afternoon - for the last half hour there was only 3 of us in there.
Have just done 50 situps with the abdotrim....I take it back, you can feel it working when you do 50 :lol:
This will change my exercising slightly.... Will still swim 3 times a week, but maybe only cycle twice a week now, and then do 2 nights on the above.... No idea how you would work out calories burnt though. Hmm....
I'm very tired this morning, NeedyKitten woke me up at 5am, having dragged the lamb bone we had for tea from the bin onto our bed. Nice. Was not impressed at having his treasure taken off him and told me so for the next 3 hours. Sigh.
Arse. Just been to ChavShop, they only had the Abdotrim in. Have just built it and done 10 situps. It doesnt make you go very high and it seems rather flimsy.... Still, I felt it so must be doing something. Must work up to doing 50 at once. Hmmm, I have my credit card at the ready and ChavShop site up...if they will post instead of deliver I might just order off the site.... I am bad....I've just paid for them to be delivered. Oops. On the credit card, which is meant to be being paid off...
Managers had a word with SB today. Was rather hoping he'd have a fit and hand his notice in, but no go :( I'm such a bitch.
Food: Salad (ham, mozzerella, salad cream), a cherry Muller Light yoghurt, 5 handfuls of grapes. Tea was pasta with tomato sauce, sausages and mozzerella and a bowl of home made rice pudding with hundreds & thousands and maltesers. I am so podged...This WAS looking like a weight loss week again.
Just back from swimming - did 70 lengths in 75minutes - not bad, huh? Included a couple of breaks and trying to tie knots in the 'arms' of my costume so my tits didn't fall out LOL. Was lovely going in the afternoon - for the last half hour there was only 3 of us in there.
Have just done 50 situps with the abdotrim....I take it back, you can feel it working when you do 50 :lol:
Monday, 12 March 2007
Odd Day
Fed up of work, fed up of living in a matchbox (no ones fault, just the situation), fed up of having no money, fed up of my mums damned cat not coming into season long enough to make kittens.... FED UP.
Food....not GREAT, but it never is anymore! Salad (ham/mozzerella/salad cream), 3 ginger biscuits, 1 toffee muller light yoghurt, lamb, mashed potatoes, green beans, carrots, yorkshire puddings, gravy, mint sauce, 1 lemon juice & sugar pancake... No weight loss this week, heh.
Done 1050calories in 101minutes. So not too shabby, but not as good as the other day. However, I dont THINK I was working that day....
Day off tomorrow, meant to be swimming. Surprise, surprise, DWSarah has baled out AGAIN. She really really wants to do it though...
I wish we were rich.... Cash rich, I mean....I am very aware of just how lucky I am. I wish I could remember it sometimes. I wish for lots of things.... Why am I never satisfied with what I HAVE?
Food....not GREAT, but it never is anymore! Salad (ham/mozzerella/salad cream), 3 ginger biscuits, 1 toffee muller light yoghurt, lamb, mashed potatoes, green beans, carrots, yorkshire puddings, gravy, mint sauce, 1 lemon juice & sugar pancake... No weight loss this week, heh.
Done 1050calories in 101minutes. So not too shabby, but not as good as the other day. However, I dont THINK I was working that day....
Day off tomorrow, meant to be swimming. Surprise, surprise, DWSarah has baled out AGAIN. She really really wants to do it though...
I wish we were rich.... Cash rich, I mean....I am very aware of just how lucky I am. I wish I could remember it sometimes. I wish for lots of things.... Why am I never satisfied with what I HAVE?
Sunday, 11 March 2007
Rahhhhhhh
:dunno:
LovelyM back, like he was never away! Childish humour abounded today.
Swam 52 lengths this morning, did some not using my arms (just legs kicking away) and a few less just using my arms, then did most normally :lol:
Food: salad (ham, mozzerella, salad cream), some Quavers pinched off OH, French Fries, Roast lamb, mashed potatoes, brussel sprouts, carrots, yorkshire puddings, gravy, mint sauce.
Not much else to blog really.... NeedyKitten might be getting a new brother or sister.... Mums queen is off to stud tomorrow. Huge crossed fingers needed.
LovelyM back, like he was never away! Childish humour abounded today.
Swam 52 lengths this morning, did some not using my arms (just legs kicking away) and a few less just using my arms, then did most normally :lol:
Food: salad (ham, mozzerella, salad cream), some Quavers pinched off OH, French Fries, Roast lamb, mashed potatoes, brussel sprouts, carrots, yorkshire puddings, gravy, mint sauce.
Not much else to blog really.... NeedyKitten might be getting a new brother or sister.... Mums queen is off to stud tomorrow. Huge crossed fingers needed.
Saturday, 10 March 2007
Banjaxed
Well, I made up today for yesterdays pathetic effort on the bike..... I have done :drumroll: 1110 calories in 103minutes. Fastest EVER, I believe. Feel it now though!!
Food has been Very Bad. A load of chocolate Wheetos (2 bowls), some chip shop chips, porridge, cheesey quavers, lasagne, some cheese puff monstrosity, and 4 pancakes, 2 with lemon & sugar, 2 with chocolate spread.
So, just as well I was supercharged on the bike, really! Swimming tomorrow, and LovelyM is back at work tomorrow, I have missed him. I really hope SB leaves so LovelyM can come and work fulltime.
Another :fingerscrossed: - Have got V to ring a friend who I used to be on a yard with, who now runs her own yard about a job. Very close, lots of goodvibes and crossedfingers that there is a job and V gets it.
I'm buggered, I really am. Dire need for a bath now...
Food has been Very Bad. A load of chocolate Wheetos (2 bowls), some chip shop chips, porridge, cheesey quavers, lasagne, some cheese puff monstrosity, and 4 pancakes, 2 with lemon & sugar, 2 with chocolate spread.
So, just as well I was supercharged on the bike, really! Swimming tomorrow, and LovelyM is back at work tomorrow, I have missed him. I really hope SB leaves so LovelyM can come and work fulltime.
Another :fingerscrossed: - Have got V to ring a friend who I used to be on a yard with, who now runs her own yard about a job. Very close, lots of goodvibes and crossedfingers that there is a job and V gets it.
I'm buggered, I really am. Dire need for a bath now...
Friday, 9 March 2007
Stoned Kitten
The cat is as high as a kite on catnip :heehee: Poor bugger has just fallen off the chair cos he's been rolling about on my work top which has been sprayed with the stuff.
I've been a Bad Girl today, I am yet to do any calories (6.50pm) and I have eaten: large salad (ham/mozzerella/salad cream), french fries, lasagne, garlic bread, salad and salad cream, half a bottle pink wine and a twix top. Oops. Still, if thats whats termed as falling off the wagon now, then pfffft. I could have eaten ten times that :nod:
I'm quite pissed, maybe I drank too quick...
Seems my exhusband has a new peice. I'm pleased for him, I really am. He irritated the hell out of me, but hopefully he's changed enough to become a nicer person to someone else. Just hope I have the spare money to afford the divorce....only 9 months to wait before it can be applied for...
Talking of 9 months.... I dreamt I was pregnant last night :unsure: and that was why I couldnt lose weight - cos I had a BabyBelly. Was very odd, I had pregnancy pains and everything. Thankfully an impossibility, but still!
Very tired, can't really be arsed to do the calories but must...!
ETA: 9.50pm. 600calories down.... I doubt very much I shall do the full 1000c.
I've been a Bad Girl today, I am yet to do any calories (6.50pm) and I have eaten: large salad (ham/mozzerella/salad cream), french fries, lasagne, garlic bread, salad and salad cream, half a bottle pink wine and a twix top. Oops. Still, if thats whats termed as falling off the wagon now, then pfffft. I could have eaten ten times that :nod:
I'm quite pissed, maybe I drank too quick...
Seems my exhusband has a new peice. I'm pleased for him, I really am. He irritated the hell out of me, but hopefully he's changed enough to become a nicer person to someone else. Just hope I have the spare money to afford the divorce....only 9 months to wait before it can be applied for...
Talking of 9 months.... I dreamt I was pregnant last night :unsure: and that was why I couldnt lose weight - cos I had a BabyBelly. Was very odd, I had pregnancy pains and everything. Thankfully an impossibility, but still!
Very tired, can't really be arsed to do the calories but must...!
ETA: 9.50pm. 600calories down.... I doubt very much I shall do the full 1000c.
Thursday, 8 March 2007
Evans size guide (inches)
size 16: size 18: size 20:
Bust: 40.5 Bust: 43 Bust: 45
Waist: 34 Waist: 36 Waist: 38.5
Top Hip: 41.5 Top Hip: 44 Top Hip: 46.5
Bottom Hip: 42 Bottom Hip: 44.5 Bottom Hip: 47
size 22 size 24
Bust: 47.5 Bust: 49
Waist: 41 Waist: 44
Top Hip: 48.5 Top Hip: 51
Bottom Hip: 49.5 Bottom Hip: 51.5
size 26 size 28
Bust: 50.5 Bust: 52
Waist: 46.5 Waist: 49
Top Hip: 53.5 Top Hip: 56
Bottom Hip: 54 Bottom Hip: 56.5
size 30 size 30
Bust: 54 Bust: 55.5
Waist: 50 Waist: 51
Top Hip: 58.5 Top Hip: 61.5
Bottom Hip: 59 Bottom Hip: 62
Bust: 40.5 Bust: 43 Bust: 45
Waist: 34 Waist: 36 Waist: 38.5
Top Hip: 41.5 Top Hip: 44 Top Hip: 46.5
Bottom Hip: 42 Bottom Hip: 44.5 Bottom Hip: 47
size 22 size 24
Bust: 47.5 Bust: 49
Waist: 41 Waist: 44
Top Hip: 48.5 Top Hip: 51
Bottom Hip: 49.5 Bottom Hip: 51.5
size 26 size 28
Bust: 50.5 Bust: 52
Waist: 46.5 Waist: 49
Top Hip: 53.5 Top Hip: 56
Bottom Hip: 54 Bottom Hip: 56.5
size 30 size 30
Bust: 54 Bust: 55.5
Waist: 50 Waist: 51
Top Hip: 58.5 Top Hip: 61.5
Bottom Hip: 59 Bottom Hip: 62
I ache!!!
Jesus wept.... Have just got on the bike and done the first 400calories of the day as well, very sweaty! Niiiiccceee...
I have decided I am going to write my current measurements in my memories book, then I can't torture myself over not being able to remember what the previous weeks measurement was.
OH has half day today - the AIM is to have done all my calories, the washing up, the clothes washing and the hoovering by time he gets home....doable?
Got an hour to make the bed, have a shower and hoover before OH gets back now....I would suggest a race, but I'm knackered lol. I've finished my calories (1000), done the washing up and the clothes washing....
I did it! Hoovering and all, even had time to make him a cup of tea....
Food (its so bad on a day off..) egg mayonaise baguette, caramel shortcake, pork, mashed potatoes, yorkshire puddings, carrots, green beans, 1 twix top.
I have decided I am going to write my current measurements in my memories book, then I can't torture myself over not being able to remember what the previous weeks measurement was.
OH has half day today - the AIM is to have done all my calories, the washing up, the clothes washing and the hoovering by time he gets home....doable?
Got an hour to make the bed, have a shower and hoover before OH gets back now....I would suggest a race, but I'm knackered lol. I've finished my calories (1000), done the washing up and the clothes washing....
I did it! Hoovering and all, even had time to make him a cup of tea....
Food (its so bad on a day off..) egg mayonaise baguette, caramel shortcake, pork, mashed potatoes, yorkshire puddings, carrots, green beans, 1 twix top.
Wednesday, 7 March 2007
I dont understand it!!!
But I'm not complaining!!!
ANOTHER weight loss week - I'd resigned myself to it being a gain.
Food: salad (ham, mozzerella & salad cream), french fries, 1 bite ham & cheese sandwich, 1 bite sausage & egg sandwich, 1 twix top and pasta and bolognese sauce for tea.
Just back from swimming, done 66 lengths, so JUST over a mile....we're saying spot on a mile though, because a few times we had to stop to turn round a couple of metres before the end of the pool, thanks to chavs loitering by the steps :rolleyes: My shoulders hurt, particularly the left (bad) one...well, hurt is a little bit of a exaggeration, ache definately.
I truly am shocked about the weight, and I am wondering whether to bother with fat pills or not....Somethings clearly working. :dunno:
SB was highly irritating today. I have no idea how much of it is pure the fact he wants to annoy, or what. SC let slip he's on anti-depressants yesterday....no idea if that would affect anything.
ANOTHER weight loss week - I'd resigned myself to it being a gain.
Food: salad (ham, mozzerella & salad cream), french fries, 1 bite ham & cheese sandwich, 1 bite sausage & egg sandwich, 1 twix top and pasta and bolognese sauce for tea.
Just back from swimming, done 66 lengths, so JUST over a mile....we're saying spot on a mile though, because a few times we had to stop to turn round a couple of metres before the end of the pool, thanks to chavs loitering by the steps :rolleyes: My shoulders hurt, particularly the left (bad) one...well, hurt is a little bit of a exaggeration, ache definately.
I truly am shocked about the weight, and I am wondering whether to bother with fat pills or not....Somethings clearly working. :dunno:
SB was highly irritating today. I have no idea how much of it is pure the fact he wants to annoy, or what. SC let slip he's on anti-depressants yesterday....no idea if that would affect anything.
Tuesday, 6 March 2007
I've said it before, I'll say it again....
but this time I KNOW its a weight gain week.
I'm not sure about this aim of fitting into a size 24 by my birthday is actually do able, you know. I've just tried on a pair of 26 'skinny' (bleurgh) jeans and they are FAR too small.
So.... Off swimming tonight. Alone. Quite nervous actually :unsure: I'll be fine once I'm IN, it's just getting in (and out) which freak me out.
It bothers me just how much weight has gone on this week. Although I suppose I havent exercised, but I certainly havent eaten 3000 extra calories a day, which is meant to put on 1lb.
Not sure what I'm more nervous about, swimming on my own, or driving there, on my own. I think I might get lost on the way back, with the Complicated Roundabout. At least on the way there, I only have to turn left at it. On the way home, I have to make about 6 turnings....
Food: 1 salad (rocket, lettuce, spring onions, tomatoes, chicken, mozzerella, cranberry sauce), packet french fries. Tea was pizza with ham, chicken & pineapple.
I did 60 lengths at the pool, took longer than I wanted, really, and I only needed to do 4 more lengths to have done a mile, which was mildly annoying, but I didnt know if they were about to shut the pool, and I didnt fancy being stuck in there for the night. Will try for a mile tomorrow night instead :lol:
I'm cross, I won't have lost any weight for 2 weeks tomorrow :( (last weeks weight I swear I must have stood on them wrong or something....It can't have been a true weight).
OH has said we can go to Crufts next year, and we might have a puppy to buy for!!!! YAY!! I have turned this into we WILL have a puppy to buy for.
AND, we are going on holiday for a couple of days when mum and dad go home. Maybe to France, maybe to Wales if V & M havent moved up here.
Speaking of which, I dont think they are moving up :( Sent V a text earlier, saying she could stay here if she wanted, and to tell her safe journey up, but she hasnt replied, although I can't remember if I got a delivery msg or not. Her phone is a bit shit at receiving messages though. I haven a feeling though thatt they're not coming :( Gutted, but can't make her go to a job she doesnt want to go to!
Meh in general really. M1 had a big go today about the fact my work account hasnt had anything paid off for ages - so I paid off with all the coins in my purse, all £1.32 of it. :lol: I dont think he got the point though.
I'm not sure about this aim of fitting into a size 24 by my birthday is actually do able, you know. I've just tried on a pair of 26 'skinny' (bleurgh) jeans and they are FAR too small.
So.... Off swimming tonight. Alone. Quite nervous actually :unsure: I'll be fine once I'm IN, it's just getting in (and out) which freak me out.
It bothers me just how much weight has gone on this week. Although I suppose I havent exercised, but I certainly havent eaten 3000 extra calories a day, which is meant to put on 1lb.
Not sure what I'm more nervous about, swimming on my own, or driving there, on my own. I think I might get lost on the way back, with the Complicated Roundabout. At least on the way there, I only have to turn left at it. On the way home, I have to make about 6 turnings....
Food: 1 salad (rocket, lettuce, spring onions, tomatoes, chicken, mozzerella, cranberry sauce), packet french fries. Tea was pizza with ham, chicken & pineapple.
I did 60 lengths at the pool, took longer than I wanted, really, and I only needed to do 4 more lengths to have done a mile, which was mildly annoying, but I didnt know if they were about to shut the pool, and I didnt fancy being stuck in there for the night. Will try for a mile tomorrow night instead :lol:
I'm cross, I won't have lost any weight for 2 weeks tomorrow :( (last weeks weight I swear I must have stood on them wrong or something....It can't have been a true weight).
OH has said we can go to Crufts next year, and we might have a puppy to buy for!!!! YAY!! I have turned this into we WILL have a puppy to buy for.
AND, we are going on holiday for a couple of days when mum and dad go home. Maybe to France, maybe to Wales if V & M havent moved up here.
Speaking of which, I dont think they are moving up :( Sent V a text earlier, saying she could stay here if she wanted, and to tell her safe journey up, but she hasnt replied, although I can't remember if I got a delivery msg or not. Her phone is a bit shit at receiving messages though. I haven a feeling though thatt they're not coming :( Gutted, but can't make her go to a job she doesnt want to go to!
Meh in general really. M1 had a big go today about the fact my work account hasnt had anything paid off for ages - so I paid off with all the coins in my purse, all £1.32 of it. :lol: I dont think he got the point though.
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